marshmallows

2011-03-18T16:46:00.001+08:00

Sad that I have no time to do this. Kinda miss it.

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2011-02-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

Wahhhh, im so sick of srsly everything.
Im not responsible, i just take the initiative. Youre the one who's irresponsible!

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2011-02-13T12:37:00.001+08:00

Is it too late for me to forget everything?

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shot

2011-02-10T17:17:00.001+08:00

Having physics tuition w Mr Liew, gg alr for the test tmr. Rly.

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nuts

2011-02-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

Wl, my parents are rly gonna drive me insane alr. I think they havent said much of a sentence to each other in a few days already. It may seem mild but its srsly killing me. I rly dont wanna go thru this phase again - its fucking hard. Like, im trying my best to always not upset my parents but i rly wonder if they know they are fucking upsetting me like a baby w/o milk le knn la. It depressing until im lost for words, i think i might go crazy.
Lately ive been an idiot and i cared for once what you thought - how silly of me.

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2011-02-06T20:16:00.001+08:00

Hello:) cant believe im back to blogging. Maybe the occasional,little, sweet post cause i suddenly sort of miss blogging. Lately there are limited people i can srsly share everything with so here's an option. Im mad ik.
But honestly, i just have to try my hardest not to seem like a mother fucker, kay i dont even know what im writing alr -
Sayonarazz

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2011-01-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

heyyyy, thought id never be able to blog thru my phone or whatever, but this is a new awesome for me.

its the new year, well actually its been arnd two weeks in already. im starting to feel the pressure of working hard, homework, tests and basically cca stuff. how will i ever get used to thissss.

maybe not the last.

2010-12-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

it's been exactly one month and seven days since I last blogged. I feel weird, typing. please bare with me because the following is mainly rants. but, I gotta keep things normal, since I've haven't done this in like a month.

the last time was when I was selecting subjects for my appeal form. well - everything's settled and I'm going to be in sec 3D next year :D I got the last option for my choices, but I've grown on it, and told myself that it's not as bad as I thought or was hoping it was going to turn out to be. I'm actually quite relieved, don't even bother asking why.

but I still have considerations about deleting everything here. I'm usually not a "hoarder" type, I throw away things easily, but this is hard - I'll have to find out why.

Since I'm kindda bored, I'm gonna read up all my old post and try to reflect on what type of person I was before, since it's like almost or less than 3 weeks to a new year, I've got to start somewhere.

what's really hard is separating from old classmates, although I'm joining with some old classmates, there'll never be that perfect class. 1B/2B was almost the perfect class, although 6G came closer, but that's totally in the past. I've bought my school books (the auntie left out a few :( ) but I'm on the right track. By the way, my classmates aren't so ideal either, guess I'll just have to suck it up - and totally just live life like I was supposed to.

This year, there were definitely more tears than I have expected. Maybe it's because I'm with friends that are emotionally not as good. It's really hard because you always have to think like 3 times before you can say something because it could really mean a different thing when you say it to them and not others. academically - I'm not doing so good either. found a flyer for tuition, hinted my mum about it but I didn't get much of a response. maybe they'll find me a physics/chem tutor - hope so.

by the way, the end of year Music Bank is playing and I'm not watching, it got it recorded though, haha. I like to watch it at night!!

anyway, oh this year - I worked too. but it was only for a week. I was helping out at a kiosk at Sentosa for the Busker's Festival. Pretty cool - but it rained most of the week, that pretty hell sucked.

and I went to my very first Kpop concert. hahaha, with my hard-saved money. I went early, my other friends didn't get to be with me though, that kindda sucked, but I was screaming and jumping by myself (forever alone) but it was awesome cause everyone else wasn't as hardcore singing as I was. hahaha! it was embarrassing, but hey - I'll never see them again. I'll never forget all of their faces, ever.

somehow, I'm mostly stuck at the end of a bad friendship. it's like they don't really see what they're doing to me, but I've probably grown out of that - I hope.

I've been trying to go out with Farah, to just meet her and get my yearbook and homework, but that hasn't been working out. She just seems busy, but really? For every single fucking day? and not just one hour, just meet and go to where ever you're suppose to go?

I've been having these doubts for years, and they aren't always gonna answer themselves, so fuck that - I really have to move on from this.

Well, I'm going to be a senior next year, means I'll have more juniors to bully, more homework, harder test, stricter teachers, lesser sleep, and hardcore cca trainings. I hope I will handle it.

well, sort of ran out of things to say. so I'll type to you later. :)

2010-11-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

well, it's been ages. I thought of deleting everything there - the memories hurt too much. I really think this is the time to move on, but who knows? Im gonna keep it here for awhile longer.

can you believe? I am already in secondary 3. I'm going to be a senior next year, and next year is like in 2 months.
everything passed ever too quickly, laughter - friendship - depression - mugging - examinations - results - decisions.

we're back to reality. and reality check: I'm staring at my appeal from, wondering if I should drop Literature and take A Math. just so you know - I didn't get neither of my ideal choice. I've been thinking about it, I slept on it - and I thought that this course is going to be alright.

it breaks me up inside to know that my friends aren't as happy as I wish they were. I am happy, but not genuinely.
well, im tired of blogging. one day, im gonna re-read all my post~ and finally delete everything.
see you when the sun rises

2010-09-19T11:47:00.003+08:00

HELLO! been awhile huhhhh.
Jie just went off to Shanghai, miss her loads already >.<"
but, can't think about it too much. I'm gonna have like tuition in another 45minutes, fuuuu!

Really- doesn't anyone hear my call that tuition should be banned on Sundays!
well, I'm doing fine - sort of.
had a breakdown yesterday, probably tell you another time.

I'll ttyl.
WHEY! GOT STALK ME ON TUMBLR OR NOT HUHHHHH?

2010-09-05T11:28:00.002+08:00

hello precious:)
I really have mixed feelings now.
I still haven't gotten my sister her birthday present and it's only 3 days away. gonna go shopping on monday with anyone that wanna go with.

sigh, then I might not have enough for ss3~ but, that's okay. I'll think of a way.
then, if I'm gonna go out on Monday, tuesday and most likely study lesser on Wednesday.
Thursday going off to Malaysia for Hari Raya. damn, how much I don't want to. I thought this holidays I'll be an awesome person and totally make it productive. but so far, I've only managed to go through math tuition yesterday. and yet again, felt so stressed that I almost cried. totally not the first time x___x

but anyway. I'm feeling so bunked out that I probably can't study much. worse thing is that they've already given out the exam timetables. and yes - I am freaked.
hmm, gna have tuition later at 12.30, i fucking hate it. but I have no choice - do I?
stalk me on tumblr, & twitter- kthxbai:)

2010-08-31T21:33:00.002+08:00

hello, well. what can I say. everything def. not back to normal.
but at least youre in my life once again:) Thanks for answering my prayer.
and yeah, this few days. I've been a lamp post. and sometimes it's a good thing. it makes me feel like I'm the free-est person in the world, without a care I just shine my light to those who call and even though it isn't that bright - I'm able to tell myself that I did make a difference.

at the end of the day, that's what really matters. well - to me.

you tell me the truth, half of them I am unable to understand. am I the dumb one or are you not hearing yourself out? there is practically no rhyme or reason why you should do such things to yourself when there are obvious reasons out there.
God gave you friends, for a purpose. they're there to support you even when they're at fault.
those sharp nonsense, have they been there for you? where were they when you were in need? in the kitchen - why go and fuck yourself?

with you hurting yourself, you're actually hurting others more than you know. this has been said over and over, but obviously - you don't get it. do you.
while I'm trying my best to understand and make everything feel better, you're sitting down there, telling another that you did it because you had a reason/ like. fuck that shit that you said!

I wonder why I bother. it's probably because both of you have been too much of a part of my life, and when it ends - how are we gonna continue.

okay, at this point. I am totally feeling fucking guilty about leaving out the rest. but, I just can't be to blame for everything right? right now, I'm just trying to make myself feel better, but it just doesn't make sense.

i think I've said enough, head spinning. kthxbai.

2010-08-22T18:45:00.002+08:00

I really think I'm at the lowest point of my life again, right now.
I don't seem too feel anything's real anymore, ah~
too many things have been going on and I really wonder to myself - what's all of this for.
when is the day when I finally get to feel like I want myself to live on.
the hardest part is really letting go, fuck I can't.

2010-08-12T21:31:00.001+08:00

Hello lovelies. Please appreciate my effort for trying to keep my lovely blog alive. It's kindda hard considering there's like countless of things to do, and ice I'm done with them, I'm practically lazy to get up to blog.

Maybe getting myself an itouch would do some good. HAhahah, currently using my sister's iPhone. Mum and aiste are practically hysterical while playing with my cat. Totally daebak.

Ehh! Got follow me on twitter or tumblr or not huh!!?
Hahaha, jookkkkeeee. I'll blur everything my heart has been wanting to say most likely on Saturday, will you wait for me? Haha~

cause I know, we better together.

2010-08-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

what I regret most,

is not realizing how much you’ve meant to me for the past short months.

I used to think what it would be like without you, now that I am - the pain is nothing I could have ever imagined.

you didn’t just leave. you took away everything there was left of me.

Someone once asked me, where did you last see her? I looked down, and pointed to my heart.

yay to 470th post:)!(L)

no other.

2010-08-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh, am I really doing this? hahaha, yes. I am~

okay, it's been like 2 weeks? or 3 weeks maybe. feels weird to be blogging.
so many-much-much has happened, the good - the bad, and the totally this is so life feeling.

lately, plenty have been going on. it sometimes makes me wonder where I really stand in life. just thinking about resolutions, solutions and what may happen tomorrow just makes me wonder - is God really watching?
these pass few weeks, I really have been testing my faith. but these pass few weeks, I've probably grown much stronger. haha, that's just what I feel.
everything around me, sometimes doesn't feel real anymore. the questions I've been questioning are still unanswered. sometimes, I do forget my place, and just take everything for granted.

today, I finally [ maybe ] realize how fortunate we really are. I know, everyone has been saying the same things that we need to be more grateful, more inspiring to others. but I guess that advice has been starting to sink into me.
firstly, I've been questioning that is the world really going to experience those foretold phenomenons on December 2012? I looked up, saw the sky and I found my answer.
I saw this, so what if it was going to end? We should all believe that whatever God we believe in, He's the same everywhere. and Allah has a plan, I can feel it.
Some of us right now, may feel unwilling to continue this life because of whatever reasons, my answer to you is, your plan hasn't arrived yet. when? you'll know. we're special that way.

secondly, I can hardly understand my feelings. yeah, they can be overwhelming. but this is my life, I am given a chance and I am not going to let anything ruin me. there are times, when I am at my lowest, but no matter how cliche the saying is, Live like you're dying, I'm going to keep believing in it, because it's the truth.

yes, I am tired. life isn't short. life is meant to be the longest feeling.

what really bugs me is why are people so afraid. you are afraid of the worst things, the taboo. you want these things away from you but you aren't even trying, I am talking about someone in particular but yknow, not really gonna say who.
you may have any religion, I am not judging, but after all your fear - haven't you ever thought about what could be really out there? the possibilities are endless, there is not stopping.

I'm getting really tired, really. ttyl.

2010-07-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

MEH!
how long has it been. omfg.
so many things happened I just don't know where to start.

Let me just start by saying, I'm gonna hibernate this. this yakking place. hahaha.
okay. so until next time huh?
eh, follow me on Tumblr! and Twitter, yeh. yknow the rest.
until next time huh? :)

somebody, stop me.

2010-07-05T14:16:00.003+08:00

yknow, my dream is pretty much complete. Juri Unnie's reaction was basically my reaction, (Y) hahhaa. I'm gonna change this to audio format, then totally setting 0.3sec to 0.8sec as my sms ringtone. HAHAHHA, WHO'S WITH ME.

anyway, gonna study for math test soon. yes, Im afraid. I have a feeling I won't be able to make it out of this one.
gonna stay in school to study with Sharmin, Jasmine, Petrina, Feng An, Daniel and probably many others to come o_o

ttyl.

who's chance.

2010-07-03T18:16:00.003+08:00

hello;) sorry I didn't update as promised. but I'm doing it now, so.

Tuesday, 29th June 2010
ah, last minute found out that there's rehearsals for Thursday's NCC day. we didn't do much marching, just the teachers telling us information. which I wasn't really paying attention too.

school was just crazy. at first I found the new timetable to be alright, but it's getting to be absolutely crazy. but tuesday's end way to early if you ask me, way too early. and monday is just so packed I'm gonna be getting monday blues sooner or later :(

Wednesday, 30th June 2010
Miss Princess Chong told me the fantastic news that would probably screw my first week of school after holidays.
I was told I had to do an announcement to the whole school about racial harmony day. like, what could get worse right? omg.
went to makan at fusion, I think? memory loss, sorry.

Thursday, 1st July
my plan to get to school earlier was a complete failure. I left the house early but because of jams, I reached school at like 7. and I was suppose to fall in/gather at 7.

I was a ninja for all you non-believers, I AM a ninja. I ran from the CCA block to the foyer to collect the skirt and shoes, ran to the toilet and changed in like almost 10minutes?
Had help with my hair form Juliana(L), thanks. hahaha.

I was totally out of breath, I swear. I had to probably run in the stupid too tight shoes and tight skirt. omg, Petrina - do you believe you're skinny now?

luckily, it was raining, so we were gathered at the sky bridge. while saying the NCC pledge, I was like gonna pee because we were just so loud x__x
hahaha. then I had fucking troubles just walking properly :( but I managed to survive throughout the day. I even walked down for recess -___-
BULLSHEETS.

the rest o the day wasn't so bad, just that I bumped into Miss Rajwin. hehehe~ you look veh nice yknow~

afterschool, stayed back to study and do homework. quite hectic. bleh.

Friday, 2nd July
I was late, yet again. Suppose to meet at 7, but I reached to school at 7.15
aren't I perfect at timing? :)))

I swear, while sitting in the canteen going through devotions, I couldn't feel my heart anymore. my whole head was pounding. When Nat and Delaine went up, I was dead hoping that it would suddenly rain [ but they did a good job:) ]

THEN, KELLY&I WERE NEXT. holy shit, I nearly peed. I couldn't feel my legs.
it was just baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad :( but it's over, and what's over it just over

had bend & hitches :)
it wasn't so bad. we played Wacko. it was damn fargging hilarious
like, people screaming each other's names. I couldn't take it. (Y) and like, almost everyone was there, so the classroom was quite crowded.

as expected, my tying of ropes and theory is just so bad, they had to fail me.
hahaha, Im telling myself that the next rank isn't so important, but somehow I just can't stop thinking about it. hahaha, maybe it's just because I wanna bully the next year sec ones? MAYBE ^-^

next week's there's physical training [omg!] and kayaking. WHO'S WITH MEEH? ;D

Today, suppose to have tuition. and I'm totally discouraged by Crystel not coming always :( I was really hoping for motivation for my math test this Tuesday. guess I'll just have to live with studying by myself. and I haven't even done any today. what the fuck right.

promises, I will. this time I will.

best picture of Joon(L)

like the beginning.

2010-06-28T18:40:00.004+08:00

hey! im not really in the mood to seriously update, but. I promise I will. probably tomorrow.
today's the first day of the new semester, and I was late for school by 3 minutes. where's the grace? but whatever, can't be bothered by that nao. my head's aching real bad.

and I just realized how short my fringe is, it's like at my eyebrows for heaven's sake. i almost have bangs. well anyway, see you tomorrow :)

ps/ Nichkhun & Victoria's We Got Married is finally out! the couple is called Khuntoria, seriously. how cute is that? sorry Petrina.

hit your heart.

2010-06-26T10:18:00.003+08:00

omo! omo! omo!
hahaha! I can't believe it, I'm so darn happyy~ hahaha.

I have 5 followers on Tumblr~ that's not so many but I am getting exited and totally spazzing~! and, someone reblog-ed my screen-shot of Hyuna. my first reblog, wheee! omg, ! hahaha.

anyway, having tuition later at one-pee-am. then, rushing off to plaza sing to meet erica&mun-kun and watch toys story 3, hell yeaaah~

so, I'll ttyl.
I heart Tumblr! ;D
edited,
whee! another person reblog-ed me, :)!

lee chang-sun.

2010-06-25T12:29:00.003+08:00

aye, gonna finish all that I can by today. Having tuition tomorrow, so that would help me complete my math homework right? :)
okay, so. I'm gonna spam pictures of Joon. because apparently, on Tumblr, there's a fuckyeahjoon oh, how much I love this :) ttyl.

there was like, 216 pages. it would take me forever to look at them all.
but these are favourites.

Listen YOU, johahae~

2010-06-24T15:39:00.005+08:00

hello. yeah, I'm gonna start on my homework once I've posted this.
A few more days to school, totally can't believe it :(
I'm so worried about D&T right now, I don't even know where to start~

there's a few things I wanna post here. hahaha, but don't know where to
start,
oh yes. I've found absolutely hot MBLAQ. Like, all of them look hella good.

and here

oh!~ and there's been recent news about Hangeng. He's having his own solo concert.
I'm so happy for him that's he's happy :') I had tears in my eyes. this is what K-pop does to me.
and, yeah. words can't describe how grateful I am to hear that he's moving on and such.
I'll miss you Beijing fried Rice Oppa~ :) Jiayou~

and! Happy Birthday Nichkhun. thanks to Petrina, I know your birthday:) hahaha.

I absolutely adore their performance here. Minnie & Ryeo look so darn happy,
I could cry, [again]. & Kyu's back:)(Y)
p.s/ I own nothing of the video~

2010-06-23T18:37:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! I'm using my sister's iPhone to do this.
So, I guess it will have to be short.
I was suppose to do homework most of the day, well.
I am proud to say I'm halfway done, pretty good progress.

Watching video music awards Japan now~ Big Bang is almost owning.
Just waiting for them to perform now :))
See you tomorrow~

crashed and burned.

2010-06-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

helloo:)
I learned lots of things can happen in the last 48 hours. and all it feels like is a few long minutes.

Saturday, 19th June 2010
slept at almost one watching Silent Hill. the ending is ~~pretty~~ darn lame. hahaha, but the rest wasn't so bad. rest assured the game is hundred times more mind-fuck.

Carnival at the Straits,
DayOne

so, left the house with dad. reached there pretty on time. and I was the last few to arrive. what the hell to these juniors eat that they can be here so early? bloody fantastic .___.''
then Mrs. Oh came. and yes, she's pregnant. she straightened her hair too~

the bus came and we boarded and headed off to Changi Yacht Club. otherwise known as the club for the rich and snorty. hahahah, trust me. everyone there was rich like DUCK. everyone there probably owned a boat.

the place was pretty nice. I was so far away from home :(!
but anyway. got assigned to be selling tickets for the banana boat rides and the other cool rides like jet ski. saw a lot of pretty tan-ed guys and girls. hahaha.
it was so fucking boring, I almost died. really! you have no clue.
then got transferred to selling tickets to the patheticviking ride.

WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. I was with Hubert and OMFG. I almost died. then decided to walk around. found WanTing and stayed at the post for pretty long.

it felt like, seriously forever yknow. but pretty much just slacked with WanTing. then, we gotta free boat ride on the powerboat! awesome like ttm!
it's so shiok, I could die. hahaha, but the ride back was super sleepy. don't know why.

then, it rained. rain like totally OMG. first it was super hot, seconds later pouring cats and dogs. I felt like I was gonna be blown away. from being dry, we became soaked :(

then, slacked at the walkway. I slept, WanTing read. [ what's new ] hahaha. then we got sian we walked around. bumped into the others and decided to disturb Mrs. Oh~ Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppareul saranghae! hahahah.
then probably the most interesting thing that happened today was this conversation.
[the guy in-charge of us earlier, we call him Boss :D]
Boss: Eh, where you guys going?
Us: Oh, we're gonna disturb our teacher~
Boss: Your teacher male or female?
Us: Female
Boss: okay, I follow you.
[ we laughed like crap, we walked a few steps then Zhong Han said ] : BUT SHE'S PREGNANT.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. OMFG, we laughed like all the way up.
lacked in the lovely air-conditioned room which made us even colder. the people who played in the pool got scolded and stuff like that,

then waited for the bus and was on our way back to Tanah Merah. met mum at Bugis, ate really awesome Lor mee and taxi-ed home :)!

Sunday, 20th June 2010
even my Sunday's are screwed :(

Carnival at the Straits,
DayTwo

going to Tanah Merah is like I'm in a trance, yknow.
Mum send me this time, then she walked back home. Exercising~ [omg, did I just not know how to spell exercising?!]

then, WanTing told me she was gonna be late~ but, that didn't really matter much.
I was just excited that we could be changing jobs. & lucky me and WanTing got transferred to the Dunking Booth post! complete awesomeness.

since the day before I've been wanting to Dunk. and I finally got the chance. super awesome.
when we were dismissed to our jobs, I checked the water and it was down-right-FILTHY! disgusting like crazy, Mrs. Oh and us demanded for a change of water. [by the end of the day it was AS filthy]

that took awhile. this day was even better. ate ramly burger, sotong balls [hahaha, totally wrong!], dunk people, got dunked, worked under the hawt sun.

and guess what. I'm fucking sunburned again! I'm so gonna bring my SPF 130 more often now, cause you never know. in a few years time if I continue like this, Imma get skin cancer. please, pray for me [touch wood]

then, we got really pissed because we all were dying to get on the banana boat. in the end, we got too. it was the fucking best, yest scariest ride of my life. the adrenaline was unbelievable. I think I'm really gonna be an adrenaline junkie one day. hahaha, really. it was so awesome, words just could not describe.
just in case you have no idea how scary it is. hahhaa, & it's super fast. we were literally screaming at the top of our lungs, best (Y)

then I fell. HAHAHHA, funny as hell. got a little bit of an abrasion. hahha, my bad. but that's alright. my eyes were seriously red, I could tell & my sunburn was burning pretty bad :(

then showered there. omg, the shower there has to be the best I've ever been too. It has SOAP, and HOT WATER and a seating place to put your bags. welcome to the life of the rich and snorty. hahahah!

changed, then homed. the bus ride back to Tanah Merah was sleeping fest. so was the train ride~ (Y)

Today, I am seriously burned too badly. it's totally red all over my face. kindda hurts now and then. but it's gonna be okay.

Happy Birthday EricaMeganWee! I love you to the max, don't ever change please:)
hope you enjoyed your movie marathon. totally can't wait to give you my present~ :D

ps, I didn't do any homework today:(
but tomorrow, gonna collect the pictures from my sexy HOLGA :)!
and be prepared, Imma spam you with links:))

TOP'S Turn It Up. my gawd, is he kindda perfect or what?

there's MuCore & Inkigayo. Since I've already watched them, what for post? hehehe.
2PM fan meeting:) Seriously, I love to see them eat. Es. Seungho! nomnom GIVE IT TO ME, MBLAQ :)

love coach.

2010-06-18T13:38:00.003+08:00

heyy! whee, my skin's nice right. took me awhile to edit the stuff.
well, tomorrow's gonna be absolute hell. Meeting at Tanah Merah mrt by like, 9! and ending at 6.30. gonna be selling tickets.

I thought of bringing my wasabi-kun, but sister-kun bought it to her chalet :( sucketh.
anyway, I'll be doing homework later on after I eat. got quite a lot to complete. meeting Jas&Sharminie either monday or tuesday. I've a feeling I'm the only one that still has tons of homework. hahahah!

anyway, ttyl.

[ edited ]
okay! I officially have no life. it ends at 7, what the knn.

holgee.

2010-06-17T01:58:00.003+08:00

hello baby marshmallows :)

on this very lovely day, I watched Karate Kid with Shauna-kun & Deb-kun :) (L) and me and sister-kun went to collect our lovely HOLGA-kun. I named it Holgee. Purdy kool ayee?

hahaha. im kindda tired. it's gonna be 2AM soon, so probably should hit the sack and totally focus on homework. better get started on d&t huh?
some links that might probably get me distracted tomorrow.
distraction one and distraction two

im super syked cause Super Show 3 has started selling in Seoul:) whee. and uh, the second distraction is the Sweet Potato couple, wheeppee!
okay, gonna promise myself I'm gonna wake up at the alarm sound and totally not hit the snooze button. seeya folks.

[ edited 4.11PM ]
hello:) I've been constantly doing homework. I've got my butt kicked with overload of homework. but that's okay. Im progressing with d&t, well. Sort of. it's kindda hard. because the things they expect aren't all available, so it's sucky.

maybe I should just skip onwards to math? uh :( but anyway, I've reached my thousandth tweet hahaha. pretty scary. im gonna go on a tweet-fast for at least 3 days or 4 at most.

school's gonna start soon, pretty excited. but not too hyped about the endofyears. but, I promised myself everything's gonna be fine.
I thought the timetable's would already be there, but it doesn't seem so.
there's a note for NCC(SEA)-ians. FORTUNATELY, 28th training doesn't involve me, or any other sec 2 girl. only has sec 2 guys, sec 3 guys&girls. haha, wonder why. it's been fucking forever since I've dragon boat-ed.

anyway, gonna start on my math, then book review nao. annyoung.

a duck's watching.

2010-06-15T17:45:00.002+08:00

annyoung :)

kindda have to not procrastinate on this cause gonna leave the house soon.
I'm really frustrated with myself cause I can't seem to concentrate on doing homework throughout. this sucks.
anyway~

Monday, 14th June 2010
followed mum&dad to go and make their ic's. then homed, nothing much.
watched this really ultra lame ghost story, it was just plain dumb.

Today, tried to do my homework, epic fail. tomorrow, gonna watch movies but I seriously promised myself to try and complete most of my homework if not I'm kindda screwed.
by the way, Qi Bang called me at like 2AM+ , he's seriously testing my patience - what a fucking jerk. I wasn't even full awake when I answered the call. all I remember was me cursing at him, I did a good job.

I'm recently on tumblr:)!

wild sheep chase.

2010-06-13T18:37:00.008+08:00

hellohello:) been MIA for 4 days. hahaha. mainly due to my laziness.

Wednesday, 9th June 2010
stayed at home. did some homework I think. I'm slacking too much on homework. might have to chiong all the way like there's no tomorrow yknow.

found out Super Junior's coming next year for Super Show 3. Excited like fuck yknow!~ but, next year is gonna be THE secoond most stressful year. hoping it'll be an okay timing.

at like 1AM, Qi Bang called me and said he loves me -____- fuck you, stop disturbing me and get a life, thank you very much.
should change number~

Thursday, 10th June 2010
I started watching We Got Married - Seohyun & Yonghwa! hahaha, they're just too awkwardly cute together, at episode 7 nao (L).
2AM! Happy 700 days after debut, Kwonnie(L)!~

got a message that sea training was canceled and we were gonna do drills instead, fuck no right~

Friday, 11th June 2010
Training, epic fail. it's been a while since my muscles hurt. & it hurt pretty badly. backache, stomach-muslce ache :(
Petrina left early [ nice one, you and Sharmin completely tao me, ! ]

so then I met them at Queensway shopping centre. & got our shirts! it's no nice, I could cry. hahaha. I was planning on painting the front, but not too sure now .__.''

Saturday, 12th June 2010
woke up early with family-kun to go brisk-walking at Hortpark. hahaha, mum was extremely scared with the monkey, it was hilarious.

then at roti prata at some place, super awesome feeling cause I sweated hell lots.
reached back home & continued sleeping until 12.
woke up, change and headed to Anchorpoint to makan at Jack's Place. expensive like crazy~

then went to IKEA(L)! hahaha. saw pretty nice things. dad promised to let us totally redo our rooms once the time is right. so freaking can't wait ^-^
watched PRINCE OF PERSIA. oh my mama, he's BURNING YKNOW.

Today, did practically nothing. today's Inkigayo was the bombz. performances hot like the sun. & MBLAQ's outfit's are just so darn sexy, I'm sweating~
ps, I don't own any vids! :) all rights remain to them

Joon is such an exhibitionist, I can't stand it. hahahah (L)
other Inki perfs. here
&! Music Core!
Krystal changed her hairstyle back, lovely. & Siwon in MuCore!~ his outfit is so hot, he should burn it :D

lupin.

2010-06-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

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hello marshmallows. from like, 2.30PM - I'm gonna start my homework. see you later-s:)!

Unni, what should I do?

2010-06-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

I have thirty minutes to write this post if not it'll be the next day, and that's totally not cool with me. hahahah!:)

yknow, I think I'm becoming really healthy. Been laughing almost all day just reading Failbook. and today has been extra cause of my sexy MBLAQ:)!

I love this and that so much that it makes my stomach hurt.

this morning, woke up at 9AM. I'm so proud of myself. bathed and what-nonsense.
left the house and took 61. after passed holland I panicked so much because I thought I had missed the queensway stop. I'm sucha doofus. but, the bus journey was hell anyway - so. isn't really my fault.

had to walk in the rain .___. & finally met Petrina-kun. turns out, the shirts aren't ready. how fucking sucky is that? I got up extra early just to be there early and not late. omg, I swear I would have killed someone.

We walked all the way to anchorpoint to makan. & turns out mum-s wanna buy fbt. in the end, she didn't want to so I bought one. hehehe GREY(L)

met ericaaa-kun-lovely:)! gave her the cds. was really heartbreaking when I looked into the Underworld cd and it was Harry Potter in it. hahahaha, omg right? -___- it's the only not scary one that I thought she would live through the chalet, but turns out - she's gonna have to bear The Messengers, Paranormal Activity and The Exorcist. probably one of the freakiest movies I have and I gave them all. hahaha!

other than that, I should kill myself for not touching homework again. tomorrow, fo sho', I will get some homework done:)
ttyl~

p.s/ JK hits today was the bombs. Super Junior, Rain, Hyori, Kara~ wheeee!

itanimulli

2010-06-07T18:34:00.003+08:00

When I watch something. I'm watching something I actually don't know.
I'm listening to the music that could ruin me. In all my wildest imaginations, I have no idea what they could possibly do to us.
Their secrets are so best kept, the people who are in it probably don't know what they're in for in the first place. All we know could be a lie, all we've seen is just a memory. A tiny part in our brain tells us to follow. The more we watch, the bigger this part gets. Sooner or later, we're in the same business.

They want us to believe. Believe in something that isn't there. They want us to have blind faith. Faith in them. They make sure everything will be alright, everything will be just fine. But in reality, it isn't. When I see people slowly becoming what the others have wanted to make them into, I die a little inside. I can't run from something that's everywhere. I can't hide from the fact that they are in control.

Who gave them the right. Who gave them the right over us.

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Hello:) it's been a week of holiday and I'm not even halfway done with my homework. I seriously think I should continue by this week because it's gonna be hectic.

woke up & last minute shower to follow sister to auntie wanda's house. she needs help with her new macbook pro. hahaha, pretty cute right?

then had lunch at mos. yummilicious:)!

Happy Birthday WanTing (L) gonna keep this post short so:) ttyl.

p.s/ meeting Petrina tomorrow to collect lovely shirts at Queensway. Excited sheet. hahah! & then meeting Erica at West mall to lend her scary movies. yesh, scary movies. I. Am. Excited. HAHAHAH!

this really makes my day 8D

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I'm gonna chew you and spit you out.

2010-06-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

OMG! I was giggling at the comments of MBLAQ's pictures at their recent fan-sign. how scary am I?

Super Junior has landed in Singapore a few hours ago. hahaha, & superly majorly jealous of the people who are there. but I'm taking it quite well. hahahah! I haven't been grumpy or like thought about it for almost the whole day. I guess I can survive when they are in Singapore and I'm not. Righto?:)

Joonie BB! :) omg, trust me, I was staring at this picture for like a few good long seconds

ANYWAY! I promised pictures & I spammed pictures yesterday. I promised an update so I'm gonna update:)

Friday, 4th June 2010
so many people's birthday! I can't stand it. hahhaa.
Happy Birthday Ben, Adib & Thaddeus!

was suppose to post later after the BBQ but I didn't soo.

I left the house at like 6.55PM? when I'm suppose to meet Petrina-kun at like 7PM? hahaha, nice right~ I couldn't find my camera! [ which reminds me, there's still pictures to upload, nayy ]

met her and we went into the green car. reached there, already felt a tinge of awkwardness since we hardly knew anyone. laughed, ate.

OKAY, we ate like there was completely no tomorrow. I swear, I was so full. I thought I was gonna puke when I was forced to eat the extreme-inviting cake.
BBQ'd the marshmallow(L)! yummilicious. & Petrina! you are the only person who doesn't eat marshmallow fried. oh my tian?

took a few pictures, pretty dark. but that's alright:)!
played truth or dare. pretty interesting answers. hahaha, (Y)

Petrina's dad send me home. Thank you Uncle. hehehe.

Saturday, 5th June 2010
nothing much happened. but I was pretty much annoyed by two very famous people. hahaha!
but this day, THIS DAY. I found out that my burned skin on my hands have started to peel. oh my gosh, I thought they weren't gonna peel.

THEY ARE PEELING. ahhhh! I thought I've seen the last of uneven colours. ;'( but that's alright. just applying lotion & HOPINGandPRAYING that it'll go away by the time school reopens.

Today, slacked:)! went to west coast plaza. ate at this BBQ Chicken place. pretty nice, although I didn't finish it .__.
then home.
I promise! tomorrow, I'm gonna try and finish one of my books. and complete all my english homework.
I don't even know if my format for the persuasive essay is right or not. someone help?
maybe I'll just ask Petrina on Tues. Collecting shirts! fuck yeah!

MBLAQ-hotness here yes?

why do birds suddenly appear.

2010-06-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

I'll update tomorrow, meanwhile. bear with the spam-age:)!

give it to my why.

2010-06-04T15:40:00.003+08:00

Four hundred and fifty posts anniversary

fuck yes. hahaha!

I'm so happy for my BBs! Mir is just one in a million~ he's crying like completely non stop. Seungho is the best leader in the world, his eyes are sparkling because of the tears! & Joon(L) hahaha, you could at least look more excited~

bestbest!(Y)

today, woken up my Jasmine-Lovely-kun. said she wanted to come over.
walked around west mall and stuff, then headed back home. she didn't stay long. & super sorry that I couldn't send you all the way back to school yo. & totally can't farcking wait for the shirt. hahaha, I'm spazzing.

BBQ later with Petrina-kun, WanTing & family. whee, can't wait to take pictures like there is no tomorrow.

WAKAO, HOT LIKE CRAZY YES? hahaha, Wooyoung(L)!

i can't breathe.

2010-06-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

hello lovely-ettes :)!

I'm listing to music, writing my persuasive essay, blogging & Baking Life-ing!~ hahaha, totally feels like a complete holiday naooo.

still got quite a lot to complete. haha, my progress is completely slow. tomorrow, having a bbq at this condo at bukit gombak. gonna meet with Petrinakun & Wan Ting for the first time in probably a week:)! misses loads, yknow.

hahaha. it seems money has been revolving around me for the past few days.
yesterday's books were pricey, but less pricey if bought at Boders.
Jasmine-lovely-kun owes me money, & I needa pay Petrina some amount too. hahaha, amazing.
oh, I was wondering - has weallknowwhoright paid you back, Petrina?

hahaha, got quite a lot of things to complain, gossip and talk to you about! hahaha.
currently, the students from Dunearn are screaming, shut the hell up please! hahah!:)~

hope I remember to charge & bring the camera tomorrow. hahah! anyway, nothing else much happened today.
so, I'll blog tomorrow alrighto!~

like a spark.

2010-06-02T18:45:00.004+08:00

hello:) as you can see, I changed my skin again.

it turns out the other skin was bitchy, so it had to go. hahaha.
this one's nice right :)!

today, left the house at around twelve-ish. headed to holland and to my very favourite bookstore. hahaha, I was planning on buying murakami's books. but I bought another japanese author.
I bought The Sound of Waves by Yukio Mishima and A Wild Sheep Chase by Murakami

heheh! can't wait to indulge myself in the books. hahaha, since I've got nothing else better to do.
tomorrow, for sure - I'm starting homework. I'm gonna be reading & homeworking most of the day. trust me, this is a promise to the heart.

since holidays to Indonesia aren't really gonna happen right now, I might be able to go training on the 11th. gotta ask parents about that -___- I will surely forget.

uh, well. nothing much happened today just that I was a loner. going to holland, and buying my own lunch. hahaha.
&! my shredding skin isn't so bad already. it's almost a shade lighter, which is probably my normal colour. hahaha:)!

I think today's Super Junior 4th Anniversary, I thought it was the 5th? hahaha. major confusion, but that's alright!
To all ELFs! Let's all be with Kangin, wait for Kibum and pray for Hangeng together shall we? Super Junior + ELFs hwaiting:)!~

remember.

2010-06-01T17:28:00.003+08:00

hello:)
I did the laundry today, sounds exciting? OHYESPLEASE.

hahaha. anyway. I'm finally in the holiday mood.
but what really sucks is that my face is getting better because it's peeling. & getting worse BECAUSE it's peeling. hahaha, the different colours on my face are really starting to bother me.

& what's best, Jasmine asked me out for lunch along with Petrinakun. ah crap, I think I'm gonna wear the big glasses and let down my fringe no matter how hot it is gonna be.
but this few days it isn't as hot already aye?

I broke a veh veh veh important promise. I was suppose to at least start with my homework today, but that's obviously a goner.
I will & must start it by tomorrow!

p.s/ is the skin nice? hahaha, took me damn long to change and edit the photos. I need to get used to it -__-

SPF 130

2010-05-31T16:33:00.003+08:00

bloody hell, I haven't posted for 10 days. that's utterly horrible. Sorry Jasmine, I totally forgot about posting.
this is gonna be draggy. there like a few thousand pictures to post and lots to update on. I might just die even before I finish posting this. so screw this. hahah! I vow not to be lazy anymore.

please, bare with my wordy-ness :((

Saturday, 22nd May 2010
[thanks to twitter, I'm able to check on what I did. hahaha~]
Had the malay excursion thingy to Sentosa! and hell, it was hot.
yeah, I sweated to the bone. but overall - it was extreme fun to the max. Glad I was grouped with okay people. hahaha. too bad we didn't win anything.

but the thing I was extra looking forward to was meeting up with Nurul (L) my dear dearest. it's almost been a year since we last saw her. So, Farah, Nadia & sister, Adib and me went off to vivo to makan and change.

Nurul said that she would bring a few friends. I was already scared of how many. hahaha, turns out she brought like over 10 of her friends. HOW FREAKY IS THAT.

and I'm not trying to be judgmental or mean, or stereotype or whatever but I felt damn fucking out of place because all her friends were mostly minah's and mat's
wah, like damn fawkward. fawkward means fucking awkward. hahaha, if you know what I mean.

you can ask Farah, Nadia, Adib or anyone who witness our facial expressions would have noticed that we totally didn't belong anywhere.
we split for awhile so we went to watch Sherk!:) it was super funny to the complete max.
I fell in love with Puss yet again. hahaha.

after movie-ing, met up with them again and took hell loads of pictures, crazy ttm which reminds me, I have to upload them. & I haven't finished uploading some photos from Universal Studios right? omg.

Sunday 23rd May 2010
didn't do much. I think stayed at home? but whatever.
all I remember was that I was pissed most of the day.

Monday 24th May 2010
the only day, THE ONLY DAY. that I feel like I should have ponteng school.
but, I wanted to see SubZero's performance. hahaha! amazing right -___-

cause Farah didn't come, and I felt completely useless. but anyway, I survived 4 periods of math. mainly - Mr Tan didn't come. Hell to the YES.
I guessed I passed through the day without a care, as always. it's the 2nd last week of school, who seriously gives a shit at this point?

then SubZero's performance. hahaha, it was boomz I was expecting Unholy Confessions, but they played My Apocalypse. the perf. was not too bad. but the screaming when they came on was fucking hilarious
hahaha, felt like a real concert \m/

afterschool~ thought they'd be physical training. turns out nope. but stayed in school and hanged out with Jasmine, Petrina, Wanting & Sharmin.
I swear, haven't laughed like that much in probably ages.
Nothing beats hanging out with God's best creation which is you guys ;)

then went to the doctor's with mum for checkup for my kayaking one-star.
omfg, I was pissed. the doctor just checked my blood pressure, heartbeat & clinic stamp-ed for $25! someone, PLEASE remind me that it's a rip off?!

Tuesday, 25th May 2010
went home early, sigh. I remembered that I did filing. *shudders*

Wednesday, 26th May 2010
Day of the report book.
Sigh :( ~ I was so sure, so darn sure that I was suppose to get a C6 for my Math. But I got a D7 instead.
but mainly, I've improved a lot. Hell lot yknow.
I've gained back my Bs and got my A1 for History. so actually, I'm pretty satisfied.

& heard Super Junior's coming for a showcase or whatever. and heard it's fucking pricey. Do they enjoy seeing me burned? hahahhaa. Sorry :( totally not going, the price, everything. oh, how much heartache.

Thursday, 27th May 2010
Officially the last day of school
feels awesome isn't it? hahaha. but what was really depressing was when we got the streaming options. oh my gosh. I've already thought of what I'm gonna take, which is Course 2A.
but yknow, looking at the requirements behind has left me in the toilet bowl.

ah, I'm so motivated to take what I want to take, but damn demoralized when I see the requirements behind. it's just such a pain - it's left me bleeding inside, omgee.

here's what I mainly plan to take,
English, Malay, Math [ must take, duh ]
Social Studies - History,
A Math,
Bio & Chem
and/or Lit, Geog.
if I want to - Art.

it's not that bad right? well. if you ask me honestly - this was what I've been planning since the start of the year. but you know what. I just can't bare to see the requirements. it just hurts to see how much harder I have to work. & trust me, I think I've used up all that I had for this term, fer sure.

the expectations are limitless. that's just surely sucks. but, I have to face reality or it's going to hit me harder later than it is now.

after all that heart aching moments, and hugs goodbye's for the holidays to other folks,
Sharmin, Jasmine & I headed to Anchorpoint to makan at KFC and basically just hang out.
again, laughed like there was no tomorrow, I'm missing you guys already! :(

then headed home. the bus ride was just unbearable. I was constantly thinking about what would happen to me if I don't make the right choices from now, till the end of my secondary school life. this, just literally - pulls me down.

Friday, 28th May 2010
wow. you could say I was excited.
I was gonna take my kayaking one-star :)! dearest Petrina, I made it alive:)!

hahaha. woke up at 5 plus? Changed and packed and headed out with parents to makan breakfast at macs. although, not my perfect idea of breakfast - I had to eat something.

the train ride to Kallang was horrendous. it's like, still dark outside and there were people in the mrt. hahaha, I really wonder where they are going besides work.
as expected, I was the ONLY one who dropped off at Kallang, pretty ~~not~~ surprising.

saw some Juniors already arrived. man, I felt old. really, never felt this old before.
then walked to SDBA. we were late, by 5 minutes I guess.

I capsized without a worry. trust me! if the heat was killing you, the first thing that comes to your mind is capsize, reallyreally. No joke. the heat - unforgiving.
the instructor's weren't really happy with our behavior and performance.
uh, I felt really embarrassed to be with some of the juniors - really. it's like they're a different KIND.

was I that lame when I was sec one? OH PLEASE. PLEASE - nonono.

I was hell tired. really, I could feel the skin on my face beginning to crack up. but I headed to Shauna's house anyway. and my stomach was like shaking from Kallang to Clementi.
hahaha, seriously.

reached Shauna's house, slacked and waited for Erica to come. hahaha. but yknow what, we got pissed the the damn guitar hero. HAHAAH! it was hilarious, but everything was fine when we watched Super Junior on MuBank. like HEAVEN.

homed with Erica(L) at around 7ish. and damn, I wasn't just burned. I was a lobster.

Saturday, 29th May
you could say that my fist few days are screwed with kayaking. but that's alright.
I'm beginning to love it like crazy. hahaha!
capsizing was just pretty cooling.

learn pretty a lot of things. the rescue was just horrible. used up almost all of my energy, I could have died. hahaha.
at the end of everything, my eyes were bloodshot, stomach shaking and skin peeling. hahaha, best experience? I think so.

& I think I passed :)!

Sunday, 30th May 2010
gah, my skin! it looks like I have wrinkles. but they haven't started peeling off yet.
it's just pain and awfully red.

woke up at around 12, felt pretty good.
went to Causeway point to makan. I ate Korean food :)! their kimchi was hella spicy but awesome ttm. hahahha!

home-d and watched Avatar:) I slept at around the ending. haahah.

Today, I didn't even feel like leaving the house.
MY SKIN HAS STARTED TO PEEL ON MY FACE. oh my tian, it's itchy and my face colour is different in different spots:(
DAMN. I may not even leave the house after a few days when it's gone.

have Wan Ting's BBQ on the 4th. but Erica has this perf. on 4th too :( and I already promised Wan Ting that I'd make it no matter what and I seriously don't wanna blow Erica off. awh man, anyway - I'll just have to be a leaf in the wind.
& Nurul has this birthday celebration on the 5th. Farah and Nadia are blowing that off too, & man. So am I :(
I feel really bad but I just can't bare the awkwardness and def. parents wont allow to go out 2 days straight right? it's at east coast too~

11th June, I'm suppose to have training - but I'm going overseas. Darn it, I want to kayak badly now. AMAZING HAHAHAHA.
I have this CIP carnival on the 19th & 20th. Petrina's not going for that. DAMN IT :(

I have competition on the 30th June and school's already started by then. gonna miss lessons? HELL YES.

I promise, I'll keep it updated from now on. HAHHAHA.
:))!~

say humph.

2010-05-21T19:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO.
I wanted to blog, but I forgot what happened. So I went to twitter to see what I tweeted & I remembered. Say hello to my bimboness :)

Thursday, 20th May 2010
school has been exactly the same every single day. I just don't really realize it. One minute I'm hating Chong's face, and the next I'm leaving the school gate~

Went to KFC with Beatrice, Sharmin and Petrina-kuns. Laughed pretty hell a lot cause we were using Beatrice's iphone and played that weird game, don't know how to explain. hahaha, and made hell of a noise.

by the way, I'm still confused about the youknowwho-weallhate, lending-incident. But I know for sure, Petrina. You're not fully correct. hahahah!

after we said bye to Beatrice, Sharmin and Petrina's bus came almost immediately. Leaving me to stone at the bus stop. hahaha & the good part~ I was stone-ing at an unbelievably cute-like-ohmytian guy. HAHAHA.

went in the bus and saw Eugene. that's his name right? hahaha. loan-ed him 20cents -___-
and finallllyyy homeeeddddddd.

Today, firstly - sorry Petrina-kun-yeodongsaeng. I backed out of part of my idea of eating ice cream at Holland. hahaha, one reason - I had to be home :(

but what's great is that the ncc(sea) girls totally skipped the navy open house. Heard it was boring anyway!~ and yesss, Trainfire is canceled too :)
this is probably the best miracle that happened to me. hahaha, YET.
so, was suppose to icecream with them, but I didn't in the end.

today's heat was unforgiving, like seriously~
but everything's alright yo.

MUSIC BANK WAS HOT.
Because Joon was in it. Yes, including Super Junior - don't worry. hahaha!
Super Junior own-edd :))!

& now for a short spam-age of links.
For you Petrina
2PM shirtless, yes please
Stay away from him, Jasmine
HEL-LO KYUH-YUN

burning on the dancefloor

2010-05-19T17:25:00.003+08:00

TOP's my burning sensation. hahaha!
other pictures here!

Tuesday 18th May 2010
Happy Birthday Taeyang Oppa :)

school was just a pain in the ass. during d&t, I almost died from Miss Tan. but that's just whatever.
after school ate lunch - well sort of. hahaha, with the usuals.

I treasure every single friend, you guys are awesome like to the max. I have no clue what I would do without you guys :)

then homed. it's uh-may-zing how people can totally pop your day, muahhahaha~

Today, CCITP was slackfest. Didn't have a clue on what was going on.
nothing much going on this few days. No physical training is a blessing that I would greatly receive. hahaha!
Petrina, did Wan Ting tell you - she isn't going for either Friday or Monday.
please, dont back out on me. Monday is on right? :) hehehe, saranghae yeodongsaeng

4Minute's Huh, omg, Hyuna's boommmbbbzzz!

chitty-bang-bona-abo

2010-05-17T18:32:00.003+08:00

well, on Saturday something happened to me.
One, I almost shitted in my pants.
and Two, I almost died from shock.

I'm over it now. hahaha, it's a joke. 8D

Sunday, 16th May 2010
woke up pretty late. bathe-d then headed out to IMM. nothing much happened. but I know MBLAQ released their new single! excited sheeeet, I was shaking. but not as much as Bonamana. I'm sorry :(

Today, I lost my Kyuhyun nametag. that's just sucky :( and the weather in the morning was just gorgeous. too bad school started already.
first thing in the morning, got scolded, nagged at by Mr Tan. Don't really blame him much.

while he was lecturing and preaching at us, we all were stone-ing. pretty awesome, but I felt bad after that.
for practically the whole day, Petrina, Wan Ting and I have been debating about whether we should go to the Navy Open House of Trainfire. I have no idea which one. Sorry, but we have to ask our junior's and seniors for help. hahahaha.

after school, headed over to fusion to makan. laughed like madness ttm, awesome yknow:) I didn't eat so said bye to Jasmine then Petrina, Sharmin and me went to clementi to buy my sexy furmage. :D

& now home. I vow to complete all my math homework [ including others luh x_x ] in time. hahahaha, I am lame ttm - of course.

Petrina, I have a feeling that if I didn't mention that it was in Japanese, you wouldn't have known right? 8D
currently waiting for MBLAQ's video! it's suppose to come out today, where is it?
do they mean 17th where we are or 17th in Korea? )8

2010-05-15T13:10:00.002+08:00

annyounghasehyoooooozzz! :)

there's like a billion and one pictures to look at. Super Junior & 2PM.
yesterday, while I was watching my recorded Music Bank of Super Junior,
I nearly fainted. hahaha, of course - they didn't sound so good live, but hey. It's been awhile and like, FINALLY. I got to see them once more. Bonamana is hawt & so is Kyuhyun

oh my mama, it's Lee Joon hahahah! again, I'm not too crazy about the auto-tune. Could my favourite kpop bands just stop using them? :( hahaha, but anyway, the song currently doesn't makes sense but hell yeah, I'm shaking now :D
the starting when Joon was in the shower, it's like. I had cold sweat 8)

& I heard there's a rumour that Shindong proposed to his girlfriend! ahh, that's so cute~ ahhaha, be sure to invite me to the wedding, Oppa :D!

Friday, 14th May 2010
I was dreading the idea of d&t in the morning, cause I haven't gotten all the design journal stuff done & my clock is hundred percent screwed .
it was terrible, Miss Tan is getting worse by the second. regretted sitting beside her table, sheesh.

then was recess. spent half the time looking for things in my locker. then was History.
I got kindda scolded by Miss Yan. hahaha, it's hilarious. :) then has Science. Miss Chong is another bitchy human being. sometimes, I just was to shove the Bunsen burner up her mouth, be sure to help me with that - thanks :)

had the science practical test. it was suppose to be a test but yknow. We all asked around 8D haahha. it was quite scary, but practical's are always fun like crazy.

then had lit. it wasn't so bad. Mdm Chong loves to tell stories which is the best thing to pass time

after school, I was already imagining how bend & hitches would be like. it was kindda fun at first but it got fucking frustrating. during the test, I was tested with the only bend that I knew which was the Fishermen Bend. bonus ttm yknow :)

then we were given June holiday's schedule and I got my one-star kayaking form :)! I'm super excited, don't know why. but I hate the idea of me getting tanner or darker. I must put hell lot of sunblock. Should I wear long-sleeves too? hahahah!

then homeddddddd :))!

Today, suppose to clean up my room cause I'm gonna have some cousins staying over for like a few months and they gotta have their own room. Hope everything will be fine. & I'm totally in no mood to finish my homework & clean up my room. Horrible things to do on a Saturday :(

happy Saturday people
& to Petrina~ It's gonna be alright 8)

to the end.

2010-05-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

annyoung marssshh:)

today was, bleh. but I got to see my fellow squishy marshmallows. hahaha, that sounds wrong :)
I missed you, Carrine, Shauna, Erica, Petrina, Sharmin, Jasmine, Christine, Farah & Nadia

hahhaa, bet you guys missed me too right? Can you believe, some of Super Junior's tracks from the new ablum is released already yo!

Bounce to you, bounce to you

Happy Birthday Nurul!
I can't believe you called, I feel so happy right now. I'm probably on top of the world:)
hahaha, still can't believe we've probably not hange-d out for like 2 years now. it's so hard just not to think about if you're okay or not!
8 years and running , you've been the light of my life since primary one! I still remember where I couldn't help you in the situations you were in, I felt really helpless then. but whatever the circumstances, whatever the weather - I'm here through thick, thin, rough and smooth babe!~
hahaha, I think my appreciation to you is like, endless!
I'll never forget the memories we had, because a single memory with you will last a whole lifetime and I want this lifetime to last till the day I've had my last breath.

Hope everything with you is alrighto. Because that's the way things should be. I'll always be behind you & I don't care how far Bedok is, whenever you may need me - I'll try my absolute best to always be there :)!

Oh, Happy Birthday to Lucas too :) hahaha, thanks for kayaking for me when I was tired. your jellyfish stung okay right? :D Next time, just point that finger back to the jellyfish. 8D

tomorrow's there is bend & hitches. boring ttm yknow. but I'm gonna be good and attend. right Petrina? :)

bounce to you~

2010-05-12T12:11:00.004+08:00

this is the four hundred and fortieth post how awesome is that? :)
but enough about this, BONAMANA MV IS OUT BABY MARSHMALLOWKUN

hahaha! I will post more later, my hands were just itchy! I still have my last minute elearning to complete, ttyl:)

[ edited 9.54 PM ]
hey:) I'm back and completely done with my elearning. I hope I haven't left anything out.
tomorrow's school again and I totally can't wait. but I'm dreading the idea of seeing Chong. seriously, if you haven't met her - you haven't met hell.

see you lovely marshmallows tomorrow:)

Bonamana

2010-05-11T13:08:00.003+08:00

helloooo, it's elearning day 2. and since morning, I've been having crazy problems.

first, the Lead was down, then up and now finally down again. it's really stupid.
it's not like I'm not trying to get into it. it's just that I can't. Anais has the same problem, anyone else?
tomorrow suppose to Guitar Hero with Shauna, Erica and Deborah but at this rate, I don't think I'll be able to finish every elearning in time. well, I just hope so.

Cause I wanna bloody ass guitar hero!~
hahaha, like my new skin? it's nice ttm right~

well, it doesn't sound a bit like Super Junior because of all the crazy auto-tune .
I want the normal, sexy voices without the auto tune. and I'm not too crazy about the techo feel. but I still kindda like it:D hahaha. anyway, their comeback is pretty soon, on thursday which is Nurul's birthday :)
I'm hyped and shaking, you? 8)

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hello lovely doughnuts & marshmallows:)
I finally give up on elearning for today. gonna put the rest for tomorrow.
I haven't left much, just malay and english. but I just gonna check most of it tomorrow again.

well, tomorrow's plans for guitar hero is a no go :(
super sad right now. Erica says she has to complete elearning and have lunch with her mum, & Deborah is going out with other people.
uh :( next time should find a date where we seriously can't put anything before that. don't know why but it made my mood seriously sad when erica told me she can't.

uh:( anyway. promised Jermaine to meet up with her during June. it's almost been a year since we hang-ed out. should be awesome to see her again.

well, there's nothing else to post now,
did you know Junsu has twitter? hahaha, excited shit! thanks Petrina Gee Gee Gee BABY!

time.

2010-05-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

hello marsh:)
my hands were itchy so I decided to blog.

guess what - it's that time of the year again. yeh, it's e-learning. probably my least favorite thing about secondary school life. seriously, I find it a waste of time. there isn't proper learning because of the much distractions and temptations.

unfortunately, I fell into that category. well anyway, I've done with one over four of my learning. that's alright. tomorrow morning I gotta wake up earlier, leave home for school to collect some books and go straight home and continue on this nonsense.

Good luck to anyone who's doing it. cause I'm about to faint :(

serve, strive & not yield.

2010-05-09T21:55:00.004+08:00

hello sexaye marshmallows!~
did you miss me? hahaa, I haven't blogged in like forever. and I finally got off my ass and now I'm blogging :)

OBS 4th - 7th May 2010
first of all, I wanted to post about every single thing that happened in the day. but since they collected back the journals, I'll just have to wait till they come back. cause I seriously want to blog about every detail, it's just that I can't remember!

I would love to thank :D
Haireel[Instructor],
Kelly, Ying Ning, Sian Sue, Yu Jin, Endrea, Ching Lin, Ru Hui, Sherman, Jie Min, Mitchell, Josh, Andrew, Chermin, Lucas and Kelmen for being awesome groupmates.
although we may not have agreed with each other in everything, it was kindda awesome that we bonded and probably had the time of our lives.

OBS was definitely hard. We had to trust, have teamwork and most of all we sweated. like cows.

what I can remember most now is trekking for damn hell long with the tent on my bag. Honestly, I almost fainted. hahaha. but I made it through. Everyone made it through. the team building games were just awesome. after reaching our destination, the quarry was probably the best reward anyone could give us.

sleeping outside the tent and staying for night watch was just cooling. suang ttm hahaha. the stars were just amazing and the sunrise was just magical.

kayaking was tough. being the only brave soul to partner up with Althea in the end took up a lot of of me. I was hell proud of everyone and mainly myself. didn't know I could do such things. I am not scared of my one star course now.

rock climbing was hard, encouraging people and half loosing your voice is just the best feeling. hahaha, totally hardcore caring.

on the last day when we finally got to sleep properly, it was shiok. hahaha, I could really feel the teamwork. but still, there was some people I just wanted to kill. yknow me, I don't really have much patience. at the end of everything, I was satisfied with everything.
I gained what I wanted to and left with the fullest of hearts.
best experience? the cursing, the swearing and the laughing with friends. absolute best ttm.

Saturday, 8th May 2010
when I reached home from OBS, I watched Ellen DeGeneres and ate something, after-that I slept. SLEPT LIKE NO TOMORROW. from 6 to 9. then 11 to 12-ish.
Sian Sue, have I completed my sleeping marathon? hahaha.
totally did nothing much at all. I unpacked my bag and I almost fainted from the smell, literally.

left the house at around 3 ish to eat lunch and be ninja's to buy mother's day present. after waiting for the pictures to be ready, BUMPED INTO MUM.
how suay could we get? so in the end, we hanged together - and instead of giving the present on mother's day, we gave it to her when it was ready.

I love you Mum :)
& guess what, the back of my phone is be-dazzled! :)

Today
woke up at 10. surprisingly.
left the house at around, uh? 2 plus. headed for the clementi chicken rice. seriously suang. ate like no tomorrow, yet again.
then bussed to IMM to stalk up on nom-nomzz. then homed:))

I can't believe tomorrow's elearning. I heard some things are already up. i'm seriously gonna dread it! tomorrow morning at 6am. me and sister are gonna wake up and have a fucking Halo 1 & Halo 2 marathon. no one is gonna stop us. :D

hahahha. anyway. that's just whatever.
last thing, I promised pictures from last time, the pictures gotta wait. wait until I get into the mood of blogging regularly once again and then I'll post up the pictures, muahhaha :D

cries for me & you

2010-05-03T17:23:00.003+08:00

annyounghasehyo:)!~

I know I promised yesterday to upload the rest of the Uni Studios pictures, but that's just gotta wait. hahaha, cause my sister's using the mac, and all the pictures are there. but I've uploaded the pictures from Friday. they're on facebook :D

anyway. tomorrow's OBS. Will be leaving and only coming back on Friday afternoon I think. I'm shitty excited and praying it wouldn't rain~ oh, but I'm hell anxious to know who's in my grouping. ohpleaseprettyplease, let there be at least one person I know be in my group. I don't wanna be a loner for four days~

I've finished packing, gonna bag check myself again later and whatnot.
please don't miss me, cause I'll miss you too. hehehe!~
I'll pray for everyone's safety throughout the whole of Obs:DD!~

Seize the day,
or die regretting the time you've lost
it's empty and cold without you here
too many people to wake over

was it a fairytale.

2010-05-02T18:47:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Joseph :) enjoy being old~

damn it~! I wanted to upload the pictures onto the mac. but my ninja camera died. brilliant right.
well, I only have the ones from universal studios. have to wait awhile for the friday's. I won't literally upload all cause that's like 137. I might die halfway. so, I'll just upload the nicer ones.

well, it took me more than 2 hours. because the mac, blogger and facebook being bitchy, I've decided to upload the rest, plus friday's pictures tomorrow.
anyway, Uni Studios was epic:)

space.

2010-04-29T20:14:00.004+08:00

[by the way, the date on this should be 1st May~ but I forgot to post it on the 29th. Super sorry.:)]
HELLLOOOO:) damn it, I've been away for so long.
uh~ my hands were itching from the lack of blogging! warning, the following is gonna be wordy like crap, I think so.

Tuesday, 27th April 2010
oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEBEOM [25th April]. Hurry, come back to 2pm:)!
had oral. thank goodness no malay. I would have puked and rolled on the floor in it. I'm serious yo. Without Farah it's really quiet, and weird at the same time. Don't know how to explain.
went opposite in a mass. hahaha, practically all the class girls went. split up in seating but that's alright. talked, laughed - yknow. then headed back to school.
waited for awhile then the others went off for chinese. seeing su lao shi over and over again is making me more concerned. haahhaa, concerned that he might be - not straight.

I'm sorry, I'm mean. I know. but I can't help it anyway. went up to the hall and waited. I got Miss Wee. thank heavens, she's the most decent one there. talked really little. I guess I kindda screwed it a bit? I dunno. I hardly talked, that's for sure.
waited at the foyer for pretty long-ish for Shauna to finish and what-nonsense. then homed with Erica after awhile. [wait, I did go home with Erica right? OMG, I forgot!]

Wednesday, 28th April
because we've been loyal thus far, we didn't go for physical training. but hey, the next day was history major test - we should spend our times wisely and not pump.
went to anchorpoint for lunch. sort of, I didn't eat. regretted later. I seriously shouldn't go into comic's connection anymore. I bought a sexy MBLAQ nametag. hahaha, it's silver! ZE:A's was gold. coool ttm like ttm. hahaha.
then bus-ed back. saw Joey halfway. split-ed, then met Jasmine.
okay, so we kindda went off track halfway. but I promised you, we really did study. it was until quite late. saw Erica halfway. then, rain-ed like ohmytian
and finally homed. really late. :(

Thursday, 29th April
was suppose to have malay oral but it was cancelled. it's gonna be after e-learning. how shitty awesome is that? luck was seriously on my side.

early in the morning. our most favourite teacher, CPF decided to ruin our study moods and scream at the us and the litter early in the morning. thanks~ good to know you really care about us. thanks for asking if we're fine on our studying.

so fucking not~

History test went better than expected. Knew how to do most of the questions but wrote a lot of crap at the same time :) 5 minutes after history was english. English was too simple, excluding the summary which was a disaster! shall not talk about it. hehehhe.

really missed Farah. told her the stuff she missed and whatnonsense.

have math extra lessons after school. had a headache. bad, headache~ then homed.

Friday, 30th April
Happy Birthday my sexy Jang Wooyoung!:) Get better soon please, your voice can't be hurt as long as I am around. kekeke.

school was like the happiest mood anyone else could have been. major test's over and lessons were pretty slack, excluding science. Mr Awyong, you're leaving. could you leave in a more positive note?

really. during history cam-whored. it's what girls do best. hahahah. took tons of incredibly sexy photos. which reminds me I should upload them asap
everyone was sleeping, talking, laughing and we were taking pictures! hahaha. best memory.

then we did the clean up. was hell once again. if anyone sees this, I ain't gonna really care. cause it's what I want to say so I shall say it.
fuck you Miss Chong. Candice already finished packing right? So what's your problem now. Your boyfriend broke up with you because you're such an ass all the time right? OMG. DIE. JUST DIE.

I know I'm mean. but I just have to let all this go before I seriously explode.
after school, waited for petrina. walked around with wanting aimlessly. by the way, today was the last day I could see Su lao shi. hahaha, I will miss teasing him. Wanted to say goodbye to him, but he didn't hear me and wanting screaming, so that's too bad.

CCAmates that ponteng together, stays together

then wanting changed and we left school. saw Daniel halfway and so we waited until Farwin called.
boarded the bus to vivo. then ellysha came halfway and we went into vivo and bought tickets to IRON MAN 2 I watched it on the premiere, jealous yo? hahahhaa.

really. hanging out with Farwin, Daniel, Faizal, Wanting, Petrina and Ellysha is comeplete madness to the absolute max. couldn't be better. laughed our asses off. I think literally. there isn't a moment where we were silent. not a single! hahaha. I think everyone at mcdonalds were pissed with us. but who gives a shit? 8D

I could finally see everyone's true crazy side. hahaha, complete best.
& iron man was best too!
ah, wanting, why did you have to leave halfway:( you kindda missed the best parts of the movieee!~

took the mrt home with petrina. it was kindda really late. reached home and I was kindda dead.

Today
woke up at around 7.30.
then headed to Universal Studios
omgosh, seriously. it was awesome. all the rides, all the pictures. all the costumes. unexplainable. wish I could have brought everyone I knew with me!~ absolute awesome to the core. really extremely lazy to give you all the details - so the pictures that I will upload soon will be the details.

I haven't packed for OBS. I'm excited about getting there and stuff like that. I just hate the packing! I've been immune to camps, and packing. but I still hate it!

this is especially for shauna :)
Shauna, is that you in the suit? hahahaha.

& SHAUNA. I know, I've mentioned that I would probably never like ZE:A and I think they're gay. but I like them now. hello? who was the one who kept on criticizing G-Dragon? hahaha. I sang Mazeltov not to make fun of it, but because I like the song. hhahahha. YOU LIKE TOTALLY OMG TO GD!~
So here's some juicy ZE:A for you

Music Core!
Music Bank!

awh, my Joonie is sexy with Jonghyun :)

f(x) is OMG! can't wait. I'm totally inlove with their overly funky hair~

wrinkles.

2010-04-26T19:38:00.003+08:00

annyounghaesehyo:D

thank you manymanymuchmuch for the presentswisheshugs.
really appreciate them to the max~
although farah's presents isn't here [ I was too lazy to get up just to take it.] and erica's present is kindda cut off, I'm still super glad and couldn't be happier y'know:D

feel like writing down everyone's name who made my day the ~~absolute~~ ultimate bestbest!
I promised myself, and probably someone else that I'll say this so here goes -

thank you for every single minute, moment, breathe that you guys have been with me! you probably don't know how much you mean to me and I hope after this you'll know. because I'm absolutely helpless without you guys. you are my light, my fire, my everything. the joy you guys bring me every single day is enough to last a lifetime.

I pray that each one of you will stay healthy and live life to fullest and know that I'll always be here to just be with you and be happy no matter what the circumstances~ I just want you guys to know that you'll forever be appreciated and loved by me! because I'm the new oldie.

thanks for the love and care, and whatever you guys have been giving me throughout my 14 years of existence. I know I can count on you and you can always count on me being there for you.

and by the you, I mean -
Shauna, Erica, Deborah, Farah, Nadia, Carrine, Jasmine, Christine, Sharlene, Sharmin, Petrina, Wanting~ anyone else who's reading this :D

hehe. really tired now, should update tomorrow about all that nonsense. going to sleep soon. good luck for oral tomorrow. I'm gonna puke during malay, wish me luck please.

splash, boom clap.

2010-04-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

annyounghaseyo:)!

Dragon boat competition was such a scary experience, I almost fainted.

reached school, head pounding. I couldn't believe that this was the day that all the seniors and us had been probably working out ass off. and guess what, it was really awesome.
although we didn't get much. but we paddled our hardest - sweated, was given inspirational talks and encouragement, did our absolute best. and that's probably one of the best thing that could ever happen to nccsea-ians and all those retarded seniors :D

first race, I was frustrated. but I realized the only person I could blame was myself. by the second race, I didn't care what could happen. I was just so fucking happy that we improved in everything and ah. best feeling.

reached school - mood was totally on top of the world.
but Shauna :( , why you ask about Melvin, neh ask about me? :( Yes, I am a jealous mess. but, if you were in my place wouldn't you be. ahh, I've no words. & he even criticized Fairfield leh. I mean, come on. are you in any position to do that? thanks a lot lah, Melvin. I know you'll never see this but I'mma tell you one thing.
I was right about you from the beginning

anyway, changed and left school. went opposite to makan and relax with Wanting, Juliana, Indah, Daniel, Petrina, Farwin, Ellysha and Faizal. we're retarded to the max, completely. hahaha.

then followed Wanting back to school for awhile then homed:)
although we didn't get anything, we got the best experience anyone could ever ask for.
-

tomorrow not having tuition. mum asked me if I was canceling because I wanted to go out, I said no. then Deborah asked if we are. hahaha, damn. I feel mixed now. but that's okay:D
ttyl8D

because they're hot even in the rain(L)

Dead!

2010-04-22T17:34:00.004+08:00

suddenly, I'm missing you like sheet, Erica. heheh.
go home together soon again alrighto? :) (L)

HELLO. gosh, I got so much to catch up on. Don't know where to start.
so, the skin is nice right. hahaha. took quite awhile to edit it. I like it muchmuchmuch hahaha. I got sick of my old skin cause the colours were obviously too bright. HELLO, PINK? hahaha. reminds me - yesterday Su laoshi wore bright pink. hahaha, hilarious tothemax.

Sunday, 18th April 2010
well, I almost forgot what happened. luckily, my old-forgetfulness hasn't kicked in yet. hahaha.
studied most of the day. well, practically the whole day. didn't do much of anything else. stayed at home. I hate studying on Sundays but I had to, there's so many test coming up [on the same day, WTF] but anyway, I made it out alive:D
& of course, tired to the bone.

Monday, 19th April 2010
school was dreadful. Mr Tan's mood swings I really cannot tahan. and there's 4 periods of math.
what the hell is wrong with the timetable.
it's complete shit if you ask me. in the math period after recess Mr Tan asked, "why are you all so happy"

REALLY, KKN LAH! I seriously would love to know what his deal is. I mean, come on lah. It's not like we're making a hell of a noise. I want to punch you, Changmin. hahahaha. he looks like Changmin, really. go look on Facebook. LIKE - OMG. hahaha.

was suppose to have math remedial. I swear, I really wanted to go. but I had training :(
ate with nccsea-ians. sort of ate. hahaha. then headed off to kallang.

reallyreallyreally tired. had too many things on my mind. it looked like it was going to rain but luck was kindda on our side. after we got off the boat, it rained like omgee. really, no kidding.
we had to stay in the shelter for like a few minutes but still ran in the rain anyway.

glad I didn't get sick. hope everyone's okay too. hehehe.
it was fucking cold on the bus, slept halfway:D

didn't want to bathe because it was too late already, if I had bathed - I wouldn't have time to study and that would have sucked. so just changed, and went off quickly. my bag was a killer from books. and yes, I couldn't believe I'm this hardworking. HAHAHAHAH.

Tuesday, 20th April 2010
my body almost broke down because of constant pain. hahahaha, damn that was stupid. Just like meh~

but, yeah - I probably couldn't get more tired than I already was. I was kindda looking forward to going home early, studying then sleeping shoik-ly. but I had Science consultation.
well, I didn't say much. I just plainly listened and laughed at Candice. cause it's what we do best, yes? :D

then headed home. slept like a baby on the bus. whee.

Wednesday, 21st April 2010
Science-Malay-Math
died during Malay, revived during Math.
Science was pretty okay, the MCQ's were a lot harder than the open ended questions, does that make sense?
Malay was shit, [got my results already, obviously failed] I didn't understand most parts, but I'm still pretty proud of myself.
Math was surprisingly manageable. although there were questions which I blank out, I knew most of them - surely I'll have dumbass careless mistakes with I fuckinghate, hahahha.

hello physical training. I was just imagining how much I would be cursing and swearing during training. I prayed and my prayer was heard. it rain, again~ like shit.

after school, makan then hanged around at the foyer. laughed, played guessthekpopsong, really funny. (L) then heard thunder, saw lightning and the BOOM, hello Rain:D

at around 4, we headed up to 2F's classroom and listened to Govin [wait, how do you spell his name?] anyway, listened to him preach and lightly nag. and waited for teachers to come up.

did our seating arrangements, I'm placed at the back with Fatin. kindda scary, but glad that my splashing won't do any harm. hahaha. so then, got paddles and did dry training. we look like complete asses. hahaha, but it's cool. & I got laughed at, thanks Joel :( hahaha.

thenHOMED! Thank God, all the test are over. but there's still History, Oral and English.
it's kindda of a good thing that they put all the test in one day and also a bad thing~

Today
I'm home while the Sun is still up~
Tomorrow, I have my veryvery fist dragon boat competition. I'm excited and scared like shit. really, like shit. just typing about it, my heart is pounding.

hahah, another thing that I'm really excited to see is my dear Shauna's very good friend, MELDICKA. & I don't care if his name is Melvin, I like to call him dicka. hahahha, it's cool - yknow?

anyway, I'm sorry to Farah [THANKS FOR THE PRESENT BTW, SARANGHAEYO! I so forgive you for leaving me for 3 days :) ahhaha] I'm sorry Sharmin, for leaving you guys alone.
but hey, aren't we equal now?

anyway, please pray for me and the rest of the nccsea-ians. because, we most likely need it.
Because ZE:A is growing on me

2010-04-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

hey, got so much things going on lately.
I haven't had the time to update.
promise, I'll do that tomorrow. but there's so many tabs I just can't close. I PROMISE.
tomorrow I'll update fer sure. and probably convert all the ugly URLs into proper links :)

I
just
want
you
to
know
that
.
[edited links, 22nd April, 5.34PM]

but the one thing I've realized after my four days of utter complete time-rushing & hardly breathing moments in my y'know life.
& that one thing is that, I haven't lived enough.

I'm halfway gone.

2010-04-17T17:45:00.005+08:00

hello marshmallows:) feels good to have some time to blog.
it's been absolutely crazy, I hardly have time to breathe :/

you're my heartheartheartheart heartbreaker.

CAMP STEEEEL!~ Wednesday 14th April & Thursday 15th April
15th - Happy Birthday Dad:)
went to school with my bag weighing a TON. I've never been so scared to go out of the toilet with my no.4 uniform. it's funny like shit.
Thanks millions, Shauna for laughing at me. I felt better o__o

hahhaa. then left school late and I met my hell.
I've probably never sweated so much before. I'm pretty lazy to give you all the details. but just typing what I sorta can remember.

most I can remember was paintball. because of the sweaty helmet [YUCK!~] and omg, paintball is just awesome! Love it to the core.
well, mostly. the camp -
we got shouted at & saliva-ed at. cursed and swear-ed at too. I had constipation [ i know too much info, hahaha] when I came back because I didn't eat properly during the camp.

the officers and whatever people are just scary to the core. and, unfortunately for us - it was hardcore heat for the whole 2 days. even though I was beside the fan in the bunk, I could still feel my sweat. what was good is that I slept like a baby.

back aches, sores, blue-black, eye bags could be seen. and we smelled absolutely awesome ttm.
but whatever the bad things about it, the camp was still awesome.
I don't know what's so awesome about it - but it just is~

Friday, 16th April
dead. I was awake. but dead.
totally tired ttm. school was dreadful because my body was aching unbearably. but at least I got to see the people I missed :D

after school, went down to makan then find Mr Tan. actually didn't really need to find him, he happened to be walking to the staff room.
then went through papers and laughed and talked with Vanessa, Petrina and Charlene & then homed:)

today
didn't get enough sleep as I wanted too cause tuition was at 12.15.
but Crystel came later at aroun 1.30 plus. I'm totally math-ed out. but I still have to finish up my homework and study. this day is going by too fast. I need more than 24hs!

but, anyway. I heard SNSD and U-Kiss are coming. hahaha, where's my Super Junior or MBLAQ or maybe even 2PM.
Hurry and wake up so you can come to Singapore!~ hahaha.

edited.
best moments in time.
Memory one
Memory two
& mnet countdown here.

that lullaby, put it on replay.

2010-04-13T17:08:00.005+08:00

number one distraction? I think so.

Hello marshmallow:) its 5.11PM and I'm eating lunch. how awesome am I? hahaha.
sorry for the lack of updates. but it's only been 4 days and it feels like forever. omfg, I say the same things all the time - HAHAHAHA.

Saturday, 10th April
was suppose to celebrate Deborah's old day but I had tuition, she had tuition. & everyone has sad lives. so in the end, I had my tuition - I was damn happy with myself cause I was able to do most of the homework questions, I are daebak 8D

so then, left the house and watched Clash of the Titans it was FLIPPING awesome to the max-ultimate-max-core. OMG, it's hawttttt like freshly shitted shit!~

came home, relatives were home. talked, talked talked and did what we all did best.

Sunday, 11th April
woke up at 10, but parents were sleeping so - I thought, what for wake up right.
then woke up again at around 11.30. 8D
slacked around, I heart Sundays. then left the house at around 4 and we headed to town.

ate at tcc. yum but not yummilicious. hahaha. shopped around. I didn't buy anything, thank goodness because my mum was spending like water, scary shit.
then homed:) , found my English DIE and did it [turns out Mrs Oh didn't check or collect, what the shit?]

Monday, 12th April
Monday does NOT equal to dragon boat.
came to school already feeling horrible.
BLAHBLAHBLAH, yknow the rest~
left school almost immediately after gathering.

DB was dreadful. maybe it's because haven't done it in 2 weeks. so, that really sucks.
arms felt like coming off again, what's new?
then back to school. completely dead.

you survived going home with wealljust-knowwho right, Petrina? hahaha.
anyway, wealljust-knowwho told me loads of things, things I totally didn't expect and didn't ask for. ah, I still feel horrible about asking about it. but that's alright right.

HOMED:), kept thinking it was a FRIDAY.

Today
laughed hell loads during history and on the way to orca, totally loved it.
Sharmin, armpit hair nice yo?:D hahaha, be sure to miss me. cause when you PON school - I almost died without you. hahahahaha, touching right? yeah, I know.

after school, met with Petrina and usuals to get our no.4 hat. I was sweating like total madness. & finally home-d when the Sun is still up.

youtube is currently really-really bitchy so I can't watch anything. I'll just post links can? D: next time then I'll be able to watch them, kns.
and a lot of other crap also luh, y'know me~

because Super Show 2 is just sexy
because Joon killed me, hope I'll stay in your loving memory:)
because my Pink Leadja - Jay is healthy
because I heard Junyoung's voice calling my name
because I just had to see my Oppa's and Unnie's

going off for scary nccsea camp.
coming back on thursday night, please. please do miss me:) hahahaha.

heartquake.

2010-04-09T19:54:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Deborah:)!

I know, we all hate aging. but we all will eventually do. hahaha.
anyway, thanks for being an awesome friend for.. [dunno how many years,] for all this while.
hahaha. I'm right behind you and always here for you!
Deborah, saranghae!:D

hello:D
it's kindda amazing that I'm home earlier. hahaha, well - last week Friday was also the same.
Was it last week? .______o
I have no idea. but it's the same. No water training, just drillsdrills. seriously-can-die.

the upper sec was suppose to have their NAPHA today, but due to their awesome luck - it rained like total shit. hahahaha, I guess we're just the unlucky ones.
when I found out that I'm gonna be competing in like, 2 weeks time? my heart dropped. totally skipped a beat. and when I heard about camp it was worse. although I'm loving the idea of skipping school and not seeing Chong;)

so, did what we were told to. got punished because I wasn't paying attention, hahaha. I don't like you Farwin. I don't care if you're doing your job. I. just. can't. tahan. you. anymore.

& homed:) yet, I am still a happy kid.

As usual, it's mine (L)

hey soul sister.

2010-04-08T19:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO.
sorry for the lack of update. I've been seriously busy and of course lazy. hehehe:)
but anyway!~ won't drag so much alrightyo?

Tuesday, 6th April
school has been practically the same every single day. I really can't stand it sometimes.
had NAPHA 5 stations. I didn't really know about it until like late into Monday. hilarious shit.

pretty happy with my results. but I hated the shuttle run. damn you flu~ glad I was a help to some people who need encouragement all the way. cause I'm a nice kid. muahahaha:D
didn't expect it to end so late though.

met mum and then dad halfway. ordered my glasses. then ate. and it was super hot to the absolute max~ cannot tahan. & I bought Deborah's present hhehehehe.
then home really late. still had to study history and homework - almost died.

Wednesday, 7th April
I was totally dreading the idea of 2.4 run! I've probably never felt more nervous than I did.
okay, maybe not SO nervous, but still nervous yo!
stayed in school with Farah, Deb and Shauna and Nadia. laughed much and played shootshagmarry, it's awesome no matter how horrible the choices people give you. hahaha.

then, prayed for rain. in the end - it didn't rain :D so lucky you DEB.
hahahaha. the run was okay. I swear, I felt like fainting. but I promised myself it's just awhile longer. James runs really fast, & sorry I overtook you, Jobie :(
I'm so proud of everyone who ran their hearts out:DD~ whee. hahahaha.
and I sounded like a machine while running - muahahah~

then homed:)
that certainperson keeps bugging me. Get off my back already and let me do my thing!

Today
finally feel rested. sort of, was planning to go home earlier but I don't really like the idea of going home myself. so I stayed for 2D's science remedial.
I was planning on not getting noticed, but hey. I was noticed. hahahaha.
then home-d with Erica.

& thank you millions Candice for giving me the Super Junior pamphlet thingy! You're awesome to the core;D

AND. I'm ZE:A crazy lately. It's all your fault JUNYOUNG!~~
There isn't much Junyoung, but I like loike

youtube currently doesn't work, I dunno why.
So I think I'll just have to watch this another time.
ALL DAY ON M!COUNTDOWN. EXCITED SHIT:D

pow.

2010-04-05T18:48:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 4th April
Happy Easter:) hahaha.
Happy Birthday Eunhyuk!~ Can't wait for Super Junior's comeback, and I'll scream for all my awesome 13 Oppas!

Sister went for camp, coming back on Wednesday:( , Dad went for work for awhile so me and mum headed for Jurong Point at around 1.
I cut my hair, it's kindda super short than I wanted it to be, but I like it yo.
the guy that cut my hair was pretty cute, hahaha. it looks as if he's wearing blusher and he smells nice too. OMG, WHY WAS I SMELLING HIM? hahaha.

then ate at the nasi ayam place, yummy. jalan-jalan and bought me new shoes 8D
then homed, and by the way - the rain is shiok to the MAX.

today
got back malay test. utter-complete-omgee. won't even bother talking about it.
school today was sucky, came to school with my flu and cough back. they're like playing hide and seek with me. one moment I'm feeling fine, the next moment I'm coughing my ass off.
Thanks Sharmin for the whole packet of tissue, I owe you yo.

after school, I was about to cry but fought it. Thanks Farah:D
ate with Farah and Nadia, although I didn't eat. then headed up to class, turns out Mr Tan is at the computer lab beside 2G. So went back down.
Did the math thing, but talked most of the way. awesomeness.

PETRINA~ I can't believe that happened to you. You should share with Wanting, since we are the HATEPTbutalwaysendupgoing gang, HAHAHA.

I've been living in a hole with ventilation,
you've been living under a rock
GET ME?

hold the wheel and drive

2010-04-03T10:00:00.003+08:00

knn, I'm fucking as sick. I can't stand it.
from just coughing, I can start crying. uh, and the worse part - every time I cough, my stomach hurts as in muscle ache, fuck lah.

feel like canceling tuition. Should I? I already typed out the message in my phone but I'm reluctant to sent it, ahhh I hate being sick :(
been sick for over a week, so haven't been able to fully recover. now it's back.

Crystel just smsed me, saying she can't come. So I'll tell my mum that I feel horrible so can cancel tuition and not blame everything on Crystel again.

Friday, 2nd April
woke up at 11. bathed and slacked around for a while until 12.30 ish.
left the house for westmall to meet Wanting. had trouble finding her :/ then ate lunch at mos burger. complained about countless things, hehe. then headed home.

watched Star Golden Bell - laughed like no tomorrow. then music bank-ed all the way till 6. bought some snacks then watched Edward Scissorhands. then send her off.
made my coughing day muchmuchmuch better yo :)

Today
probably gonna try and do my homework since Crystel isn't coming anymore. and deal with my coughing, shitzshingzboomz :(

edit 5.29PM
hello. at least I feel a bit better since morning but it ain't going away soon.
have I mentioned I fucking hate eating panadol? which results in me DUCKING hating being sick. for one - I get pissed easily, secondly - I don't get to do the things I wanna do and thirdly I can't fucking concentrate on doing homework.
all I see on my math worksheet is WHITE. nothing is going into my brain.
fucking shit.

magic, everywhere.

2010-04-01T19:41:00.004+08:00

hello:) Happy April Fool's,
I prank-ed, and got prank-ed - life's good.
Best prank? my math teacher (L). hahaha, Mr Tan - you only have one zipper, why look around? :D

well. what's seriously making my day worse is that the news of Kibum from my dear Super Junior is leaving :( they said take leave to pursue his acting career. I don't blame him, it's totally his choice and his life and whatever shit, but it sucks ttm :( and isn't Super Junior coming back anyway? I hate this, I want Kangin, Hangeng and Kibum to just stick a little while longer and everything will be alright!~

ah, enough about that. I can't let these things bother me too much.
on the good side, I'm having a healthy relationship with Junyoung, hehehe :) ah, I feel like a traitor.

Secret's Magic is super awesome :) , but hey~ is it me or is it that difficult to pronounce Magic? It's funny, yet - nice ;D mazzik it's cute, hahaha.

Wednesday, 31 March 2010
after school, ate with Candice, Petrina and Wanting and all that. then, went opposite and headed to our very new hideout. & it's shiok once it's not hot :D

stayed there, felt really long. Laughed, music, all that nonsense we do best. decided to go for pt late, probably not one of our best ideas.
got black faced by a few people. they should fucking die because we go more times than they have this year so stfu and let us be.

when it started, did pumping and got a discount for running. still tired considering we ran 2.4km for PE. cursed and swear-ed all those who deserved it, sorry. I was really angry ttm.

then played captain's ball. had a embarrassing moment but it was hilarious. the huge guy who is suddenly appearing in pt is freaking me out.
when we fall-ed in, joked around because I was tired and pissed. not a very good day :(

Today
had science remedial. then after that went to Anchorpoint with Deb, Shauna and Huimin. Laughed at the smallest things, best :)
hahaaa, then homed.

I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
Tired of waiting.
Tired of trying & wanting.
Tired of just being tired.
I just want to know,
When everyone's pain will end

to the end.

2010-03-30T16:31:00.006+08:00

I'm back from school!
EARLY. hahaha, this is the only day of the week where I get to, yknow - totally relax and not bother about whats gonna happen during pt or any other nonsense.

I've been really tired these few days. Emotionally tired too, ahh. Fuck ;(
there's so many things I want to tell the whole world about but I just don't know where to start. Just by thinking about it, I begin to tear.

in the Haruki Murakami book, Midori talks about hating something so much that she does it every single day, she means she doesn't want the thing she hates most get the best of her. So, I will continue living the way I am no matter what people throw at me.

well. been going through picture's of ZE:A's me2day on filckr. there's like 600 over pictures. and most of Junyoung's are unglam shots. hahaha, he's my unglam Oppa (L)

anyway, I don't wanna post so much, so. toodles :)

okay, this is an edit
I've haven't gotten enough of Junyoung so I went searching for fancams.
it turns out he's the kind that's seriously quiet. the other ZE:A members are all singing along to Abracadabra and Genie but he just smiles and pulls faces, and flicks his hair [IMMEDIATELY DIED] OMGEE HOTNESS OVERLOAD.

third favourite, Genie. here
second favourite, Abracadabrahere
most FAVOURITE, OMGOSH

he bloody ass winks, *dies*.

AHAHAHHA, I know I'm crazy - someone help me.

embarrassing ttm.

2010-03-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

Hello hello baby :D [ K-KINDA BUSY! ] , I swear, Telephone has been in my head for the longest of time.

omg! Secret~ it's kindda weird to seeing them doing the sexy. hahaha, but guess what? I'm shitty excited!

well. sorry didn't post yesterday, shall make it quick :)

Sunday, 28th March 2010
went to Heren with familykun to eat at Jack's Place. then we jalan-jalan around. mum and dad went into some shop and me and sister waited outside and slack-ate & fed the pigeons, how cool are we?
hahaha. I bought the telephone wire harband, two 8D , a studded bracelet - totally in love and a new book from Borders! it's by Haruki Murakami. I fell in love with his South Of the Border, West of the Sun and now I'm reading Norwegian Wood, it's getting interesting-er.
then home-ed. :)

Today
school was without Farah :( , sadness. but anyway, I made it alive.
went opposite with Shauna and Deborah. Laughed, and nonsense-d together (L).
[after school I had the most embarrassing moment of my life, I officially don't want to bother about him anymore, thank you veh much :) ].

so, then. went behind the general office to wait for our dreadful cca to start. laughed like omgee, I like YO.
then saw him again, wah. Feel like poking his eyes and my eyes so, YKNOW?
shauna & deb left - wan ting, petrina and me complained about countless of things. I almost cried, swear. but, hey - I can't always be happy and I finally realize that I have the awesomenest friends anyone could ever ask for, I really love you guys yo! :)

had hell again. it wasn't as tiring as last wednesday. but it was more sweaty . and hello, I hate running - just leave me alone. but what's good is that I saw youknowwho-Iknowwho-everyoneknowswhoalreadylah HAHAHAHAH.

& then homed.
if I die tomorrow, which hopefully would not happen ;)
ILOVESHAUNADEBORAHCARRINEERICAPETRINAFARAHWANTINGNADIAJASMINESHARMINCHRISTINE
if I left out your name, heheeh. tell me yoooz :)

Earth Day (L)

2010-03-27T12:38:00.004+08:00

nom-nom-nom Yunho (L) 8D

Happy Earth Day! :D
Those who are switching off their lights and everything else say I! You must do it yo, for the better and not worse (L)

what's bad is that I'm sick :(
gonna have tuition later and I feel horrible to the core. really, everything is sore, my body is kindda warm and my throat feels sticky.

D8 go away!~ I want to miss school, although it'll be great to miss physical training. uh, maybe I should take panadol later? OMGOSH - I LOATHE BEING SICK.
I'll most likely update later, alrighty.
now, gonna force myself up and prepare lunch :)

[ edited 5.29 PM ]

I LOVE HYOSEONG'S BLONDE HAIR~
whee, I'm starting to love Secret all over again. I can't wait for their comeback!
and I needa start learning their names,
From left to right - Zinger, JiEun, Hyoseong and Seohwa. okay, remember that!

after tuition, I'm feeling better. weird

you back you back.

2010-03-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

MBLAQ showed so much love to her ;) Hope she gets better~ Super duper happy and proud of my Oppas, saranghae yo! more pictures here

hello. It's finally friday. felt like complete forever.
didn't have any water training, but had drills instead. it's not so bad - but it was serious tiring.
school, was fine. during Lit, I was super sleepy! and I passed my latest History test. :D So happy that everyone passed (L)

I got a 18 by the way~ after school, went to find Mr Tan and headed to find Petrina. Got kindda lost in the canteen. Pretty embarrassing cause I walked around the whole canteen in search, but in the end - they were seated outside. hahahaha, I'm blur ttm.

damn bloody hot can!~ after much swearing at Miss Chong, went to class with Wanting and Petrina to clean the classroom, in the end - it was still dirty. went down, they haven't really started yet.

HAD HELL. but not as bad as wednesday. wednesday was shit.
and yes, NCCSEA is sucketh when it comes to drilling, seriously. got half of my uniforms, pretty cool. and met dad halfway and went home.

MISS CHONG SAID THAT I'M A GOOD GIRL. Y'SURE? HAHAHAHA.
anyway, tomorrow having tuition, uh. :(

Secret is gonna have a comeback! YEHNESS. Secret + MBLAQ = omgeeeeeee.

down! one~ down! two~

2010-03-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

ANNYOUNGHASEHYO.
I'm super sorry didn't post yesterday~ I was super duper lazy to the core cause physical training was total shit. like really fucking shit

24th March 2010
school, was okay - considering there was no science. actually, Miss Chong no longer teaching us science is probably one of the best things that ever happened to me in my whole secondary school life.
after school, me and Farah rushed to primary school to tell the malay stall auntie about this Saturday floor parties. [ which was a total waste because Miss Chong is a beeyatch ]. After that, went over to clementi to meet up with Erica and Shauna. Thought Deb would be there :( , changed place twice.

ended up sitting outside. it's more shiok okay - without the construction. ate and laughed at Shauna and her obsession with abs. it's what we do best ;D
met up with Petrina and went to NTUC along with Kelly. we are like totally screwed. everything also buy extra for our own sake, hahaha. completely hilarious.
headed back to school for physical training like aunties. found out that the kitten stuck in the drain was still stuck, sad D: [ it eventually got out:D]

went to find Ms Chong and I swear, I would have killed her. I'm getting pissed just thinking about what she said. WHATEVER OKAY, YOU ARE FROM HELL. AND I WILL NOT BOTHER WITH YOU ANYMORE.

packed the goodie bags, hilarious. laughing and gossiping about our favourite glasses teacher, and then pt started. we went like around 10 to 15 minutes late. this time, with a real reason.

thank you Brian for believing us:) Randall would have been an asshole and given us extra.

did likeeee millions of push ups. almost died, but it was okay because Iknowwho-youknowwho was there. their cockroach joke was a complete epic fail 8D hahahaa.

my palms were blue, knees sore and feet blistering, utter horribleness. and the worst part, this friday we are doing DRILLS. HOLY SHITHEADS.

today
had math remedial. school was alright, really sleepy though. and got a lot of homework to try and get done.
tomorrow's parent teacher meeting, only dad's coming. I'm scared and I'm gonna be in school practically the whole day again, uh. it's like a bad second home :(

I see my Junyoung!~ Hell yeah to more screen time ;)

G.O's mustache-less! OMGEE~ Joon's hair is :D, Mir hair is too cute and Chun Dong is looking dayuuum~! sounding like an MBLAQ comeback? I think so.

2010-03-23T16:36:00.004+08:00

hullooooo:) I'm back from school real early, whooohoo~

recently, I've been obsessed with Only You by 2PM. hehehehe, I know the song ain't so new but come on, it's really awesome to the corezs.

"Only you 니가 아님 날 고칠 수 없어
난다시 웃을 수 가 없어
it's only you my baby it's only you"

ah, it's super sweet can? school's really a bummer these few days, I wanna go back and relive the memories of camp and whatever shit~ it's really awesomeness to the core.
but hey, I gotta move on yo. finally got to go home with Erica and it's been seriously very long :)
bought cheese fries on the way home, yummilicious!~

lately, I've been glued to twitter, hahaha. I go insane really quickly. but what's really bothering me is how much Anais and Clara are tweeting, hahah! it's cool and weird in a way. hmm, :/
& Erica! I'm super jealous of you~~ how can su-suteacher go to your class and not mine yo? hahaha.

wheee~ forever waiting for you Jay! Nothing on you (L)

bleh.

2010-03-22T16:52:00.004+08:00

I just realized my previous post was on the day Super Junior was in Malaysia, ugh. Sucks real bad to know they are so close but yet I'm here stuck in Singapore. & of course! utterly jealous of Erica's friends who last minute went, I will get the memories from yoou~

anyway! hello :) I didn't post yesterday cause chiong-ing homework like uh~ I didn't even finish it, instead, I got scolded from my mum and totally switched off in school.
I really should get my grades back to the way they always are, considering we got back our report books. holy cow, I'm scared :( , and really~ mum, dad. I really did try my best.

Sunday, 21st March - Dragon Boat fun race ;D
omgee, yesterday my heart was pumping like 100x faster than usual. really.
I get super nervous really quickly.
since my previous post is like fucking long, I should keep this short :)

dad zoomed to bouna vista. i wasn't so late. bus-ed to marina barrage. heart pumping. briefing. so many buff guys & girls. first race. got first place!~. bought cool stuff [ thanks for the balloon:) ]. probably the best memory of having complete awesomeness with nccsea-ians & water. saw isaac's butt and farwin's underwear [ unsightly ]. second race, against scary people, HOW?. damn happy. dad picked up. macdonalds.

damn, everything happened so quickly it was so fucking awesome.

toady
the highlight: report books.
I only failed Math, but everything else sucks to me. oh shit. the only thing I'm happy for is my C6 for malay, I thought I'd get a D7. anyway, what's done is done and I promise myself to study harder.
oh yeh, follow me on twitter~ I'm beginning to get hooked to it again.
btw, my new skin. , Petrina inspired me to change skin, so I shall too :D

these memories should never once be forgotten.

2010-03-20T14:01:00.002+08:00

HELLO MARSHMALLOWS.
HOLY SHIT, I'M BACK FROM CAMP AND GET READY FOR A VERY LONG POST :D

NCC(SEA) Camp :D

Wednesday, 17th March - Day One
going to school with a huge bag, heavy shoe bag and a troublesome sleeping bag was not my idea of camping. hahahaha, but whatever! camp was awesome anyway!

I was dreading the idea of physical training, but there wasn't any! Instead, we almost immediately headed on the bus and were on our way to Kallang to dragon boat so much awesomness.

it was freaking hot, and the sunblock didn't work at all. hahaha, maybe it's because we were suppose to put the sunblock 15 minutes before exposure to Sun - hehehehe.
but when we got our paddles and whatnot, it wasn't as hot - thank god :D

Lunch was alright :) then we walked all the way to Bouna Vista swimming complex , I was half dead~ kekeke. we got to use the school's paddles, it was damn AWESOME~ hahaha. and as usual, we pretty much complained all the way there :) We're spoiled yoz, hahaha.

paddling in the pool was funny, wasn't really used to it. but again, dreaded the heat! why does Singapore have to be hell hot? GOSH~

Dinner was shiok [ because when you're tired, anything goes :D ]. Showering was the best feeling, then we went to the boy's room and watched School of Rock . I've never watched it all the way before, it's nicee yo. it was super dark and windy and I didn't feel tired anymore :| , eheheh.

went to bed, I slept beside the door, BIG MISTAKE. I was disturbed by someone. Or maybe I was dreaming, :o played truthordare, and shootshagmarry with the sec ones, hell awesome :DD!

Thursday, 18th March - Day Two
back aching to the MAX. zomg, seriously can't tahan manz.

dragon boat. lunch. kayaking.
that was what we did from morning till almost evening. During lunch, I was shaking of the thought of kayaking, since I'm a newbie at it. But I was relieved when I heard we were taking double boats. lunch was seriously laughingfest, played shootshagmarry with Wanting, Petrina, Juliana and Farwin. hahahaha, it was really really AWESOME.

and to you, I know I can't kayak and I know the person sitting behind is the most important, but you don't have to rub it in my face. Don't you think I already know that?

but kayaking was really fun until it rained ): but what the heck, my arms were about to come off if we had continued kayaking.
carrying the kayaks back wasn't much of a help. the last time we carried it back - I almost died. I got wonderful blisters again.

after what felt like forever, we went back to school. practically stoned in the bus, tired like crazy.

bathe. dinner. nightwalk.
after dinner, it was cold and fucking dark. I couldn't imagine nightwalk. I admit, I was hell scared. we bus-ed to Mount Faber and walked all the way down Mt Faber and back to school
HOLY CRAP IT WAS TIRING.

the dark surrounding us didn't help at all, I was scared I was gonna see something I didn't want to, but hey. Nothing happened - all is well :D we sung all the way back to school. best experience? I think so.
we reached school almost 1AM, I could tell my eyes were bloodshot. &! I slept on the table this time, another big mistake.

Friday, 19th March - Day Three
hello neck ache. felt really grumpy. but it's alright. Big Bang woke me up :D
packed up. breakfast. dismissed. awesome!

camp is seriously crazy to the core, whee!~

reached home around 10, watched Ellen Degeneres and slept from 11 to 6, OHMYGOD!~
at night, slept from 11 to 12, OHMYGEE!~ but, I am still tired, hahaha.

today
I promise to finish all my homework, I promise~ but let me post the pictures I promised a long time ago. [ too many promises! ]

Depp Wonderland + Mockingbird

my picture taking skills is awesome, this should be your profile picture, shauna:D

beware the overgrown kids :)

Jaebeom in the making? I think so.

hey jay~ missing you loads :)

2010-03-16T15:09:00.003+08:00

happy tuesday:)
annyoung~~

went to school for science remedial, dreaded it! total waste of time, and she was kind enough to remind us of our lousy grade. Thanks, that totally helps. My confidence is boosted.

BLEH.

I'm watching Enchanted now, hahaha. I freaking love this :D
which reminds me I should do some homework and pack my bag for tomorrow's camp.
yeah, I'm having camp tomorrow - so this means you must totally miss me :)

Hey Jay! It's hell good to see you alive and well. And have I mentioned your hair is super cute? hahaha, even if you do or don't come back to 2PM - I'll forever be here to be behind you! Saranghaeyo! whoooo~

[ edited 6.45PM ]
hey :) had an awesome MBLAQ Idol Army marathon, freaking hell awesome. It's starting to feel like a holiday [ other than camp feeling tomorrow .___. ] ,
ambsubs channel~
I swear, I felt Joon's pain when he was crying. ahhaha, don't cry Oppa!~

gee-oh-oh-dee-love!

2010-03-15T11:57:00.002+08:00

even during the holidays I can't keep up with posting, hahahaa. this so proves my laziness ;D

anyway, gonna have tuition soon. I hope Crystel can & can't come. my faith is in between. but if she doesn't come, my parents are gonna be hell mad - but hey~ I can't choose between that.

anyway, yesterday I watched Alice in Wonderland [ again (L) ], hahahah! but in 3D. Somehow, I would have preferred non-3D. But Avatar, hahaha. must watch in 3D :D

sooo, recently, my MBLAQ Oppa's all had a new haircut, except G.O. feels like a comeback? I HOPE SO 8D

[ edited 2.09 ]
hey, just finished tuition :) got most of my math homework done, wahhooo.

to me, Chun Dong's hair changed the most and he looks totally different! In a good way, I swear. and today is MBLAQ frenzy :D I'm gonna watch all the Idol Army episodes since I found a youtube channel that subbed them all! wooo.

tomorrow there's science remedial, ew - Miss Chong.
then I'm having NCC(SEA) camp all the way till friday. I'm shit excited for Nightwalk, are you Petrina? :DDD

till the end~

2010-03-13T13:32:00.003+08:00

hey! omg, I realize how much lacking I am in sleeping and posting.
now, currently. I have no life. I need a life back :D

10 March 2010, Wednesday
Happy Birthday Mir Oppa!~ Hwaiting!

that day, felt completely pissed. for the first time that Vanessa wants to come for physical training, in the end - there wasn't any because tomorrow was cross country, what the fishballs man - REALLY! could my luck be any worse, oh dear God - help me~

11 March 2010, Thursday
Happy Birthday Shauna Mun! Saranghae!
I promise, I'll upload all the pictures I took on that day!

and a wonderful thanks Sharmin, you coming late led me to join the competitive run and brought me to tears.

so, cross country - did better than last year. hahaha, I got a position better than I did.
hahaha 26th , I couldn't be happier :)

left chinese garden > Shauna's House > Bathed > Clementi mrt > Met up with Deb&Erica > Harbourfront > Vivo > Bought ALICE IN WONDERLAND TICKETS > watched my sexy Johnny Depp > ate at Fig&Olive > Erica & Mun headed to Arcade > Me & Deb went to buy cake > Sat outside vivo and took pictures > Smashed small parts of the cake on Shauna > Got distracted at ToysRus > Played Gacha [ how old are we? ] > homed.

altogether, the fucking awesome-est day. that's why friend's birthday's are completely the best day in the whole entire world. damn~ I love you guys so fucking much!

12 March 2010, Friday
Dragon Boating day, uh. was so pissed with Neelabh.
& found out there's a friendly competition on 21 March, oh someone help me. for the first time in a long time, I felt so nervous! Like no tomorrow, that kind of nervous.

today
suppose to have tuition in the morning, but in the end not. damn lah, could have slept more.
it's 1.49 PM - I haven't bathed. :)

you know you want to.

2010-03-09T18:44:00.002+08:00

He's from You're Beautiful and he's really cute! Omgeee~ hehehhe.

I haven't been updating for a week! I broke my promise, what the sheetz.
well, to round up my 7 days of absence,
- physical training is shit. [ wednesday ]
- no idea what happened [ thursday ]
- I saw youknowwho-Iknowwho with the youknowwhatCCA jersey & it's a sleeveless, oh crap. I almost died. Dragon boating was ultra slack, why? Cause we always end up on the sec one boat, although~ I ain't complaining. & the asshole who took my bag still doesn't want to return it, ASS.

left school really late, missed Music Bank - again. But now, the music bank doesn't have many nice people D:

- Happy Birthday Omma~! (L) hope you like the present and cake, altogether - I became bankrupt :D hehehe. [ Saturday ]
- Kill A Mocking Bird play was awesome! better than I hoped. Fauzie.. L - something, dunno how to spell his name was Tom Robinson & he's freaking cuter in person :D! & by the way, I HATE your pink pants :D [ Sunday ]
- physical training, wanted to punch someone. you were so close, my dear boy. [ Monday ]

today, Mr Tan didn't come today. Awesomeness. & had the math retest. I'm gonna finally pass baby :D anyway, sorry for not updating for a week, I'll try to manage my time better, MUAHAHHAHA.

them glasses.

2010-03-02T18:00:00.005+08:00

voted by me , Best Picture In History D8 *cries*

I. Am. Freaking. Ass. Pissed :D

the English sub version to Idol Army ep 9 with MBLAQ is out and I haven't even finish watching episode four. When I'm free, I keep forgetting - I am fucking shit D:

For your viewing pleasure :D

ah, today was utter madness. everywhere, every time :D and how much I love it, heheheh.

[ Monday, 1st March ]
Happy Birthday Eric! it's a good thing I wished you before you sang Bad Romance.

the only thing I was looking forward to was the Literature role play, hahaha. Seriously. I got to wear my old school glasses :D & I'm loving it. wheee~ our play wasn't that bad, everyone remembered to say their lines and there wasn't much giggling, phew. this will probably compensate for my [ soon to get ] horrible test marks, shhh.

then of course, there was physical training. Ivan and the Justin guy were there, oh WHY~ as usual, it wasn't so hardcore but when they come it's seriously hell. home-d with the usuals :D and took awesome geeky pictures with Petrina and Sharlene. Will upload them when I ain't lazy, wheeee.

[today]
it rained! really hard.
there was suppose to be a primary six cheer leading gathering, to say farewell to Mr Chan, but almost all of us had something on and I had math remedial D: awh sheetz.

today was the hardest day to stay awake, really.
what's best was when me and Farah were outside the staff room, going to put the science worksheet into Poh Fa's pigeon hole, and awesome-bigbig-glasses-person walked by! and my reaction was one hundred percent awesome, no doubt :D

couldn't stop thinking about him for the whole of math remedial, it's scary! probably worse than Iknowwho-youknowwho! and I'm dead serious.

have I mentioned that I'm beginning to like se7en? :D hehehee~

OMG! Petrina uploaded the geeky pictures! awesome geekyness

obsession with the sky.

2010-02-27T18:40:00.007+08:00

now I realize why I like Junyoung. in the starting, he was the one who looks retarded-ly like Micky Yoochun from DBSK. hahaha, it's super freaky.

well, it's sad to say that I might begin to liking Mazeltov just because of ~~my MOON JUNYOUNG~~ sorry, I mean, our MOON JUNYOUNG , I'm sharing him with Deborah! :D I love you Deborah! :DDDD

hahahha. I'm insane, really. I need to go to rehab :D
this morning, tuition was cancelled. but I woke up ultra late [ shhh, I told the others I had tuition! ]. so then, reached macs at around 12.25, hehehe. 25 minutes late. I'm so sorry.
felt embarrassed since I wore shorts and Farah's mum was there, ugh, awkward to the max.

then tapao food and then headed to Endrea's cousins house.
we're not bad, we did a few rounds of practice and did the props. I thought we'd procrastinate like mad, but hahaha.

then reached home. and I saw Jermaine Liang today! Wish I could talk longer with her, but I swear - I didn't want to be late! Maybe I should sms her tomorrow. yep, I will do that!

we got totally scared with the huge red ants. I wanted to squish them all. I almost died from the heat by the way. hahaha.

[ edited, Sunday, 28th February, 8.28 PM ]
hahaha. sorry. yesterday mum asked to change and we almost immediately left the house.
went to eat at Heren, at Jack's Place. it's officially my favourite place to eat at.
although the price is .___." at least the food is awesome.

look how sexy my fish fillet with cream sauce looks. ahh, my mouth is watering just thinking about it.

TODAY :D went to Far East too look for my huge nerdy glasses for the role play [ and partly because I wanted them too :D ] and of course, took pictures with sisterkun :D

hehehe, awesome day aye.
:D

& damn Joon, trying to kill me again?

come back to me, shoebag.

2010-02-26T22:09:00.003+08:00

I haven't posted for 3 days yet it feels really long.

Saengil chukah hamida CL unnie~ 2NE1 hwaiting yo!

so, let me update you, Marshmallows

[Wednesday, 24th February]
had english compre test, it wasn't so bad. I have a feeling I am screwed up summary, ahh~ what's new about me? 8D
after school, completely debated with Wan Ting and Petrina on whether we should go for physical training. in the end, we didn't :D
Wan Ting went home first, hahahah. but instead, stayed in the classroom and studied and did homework together, yes! I studied okay~
heard them counting downstairs at the courtyard. felt kindda bad for not going and then watching them being tortured

then~ sigh. Eric and his normal group of friends came in the disturbed me like completely no tomorrow. I seriously, cannot tahan anymore. ahhh~ I'm not angry at them, they tease me is whatever lah, I'm used to it. it's just irritating to the core-max.
I hate Tik Tok and Bad Romance totally
had malay test too, what the fuck.

went home :D and was dead tired, ):

[Thursday, 25th February]
Literature and Science test! could it be any worse~ oh my geeeee,
the literature wasn't as bad as I thought it was. hahaha, considering I kindda knew the questions, shushessss!
science test, complete utter horrible-ness. I can't stand failing again ):

ohoh, I got a 25/30 for my history! I'm utterly happy! and I got 30/70 for my malay, hahaha~ it's still a fail, but at least it's better than my ugly 16 marks for the previous.

after school, stayed back for a while to practice the lit role plays. I think I've gotten the hang of it 8) , and I got Bad Romance-ed again. Oh dear God, when will this end.

then had tuition, tiredness to the max, already dead~

[today]
happy birthday CL unnie!~ :D
okay first of, I am going to screw-screw-screw today's d&t test. it's so horrible, I swear. I tried my complete best, Mum~ do you hear me?

this morning, Petrina told me that my beastly 2PM pink leadja has left for goood ):
awww, I felt like crying, really ):

but as a Hottest, I will continue supporting the fact that 2PM = 7!
today's NCCSea was, hmm. not so tragic. kindda slack - didn't join the sec one boat.
and guess what.
some genius mistakenly took my shoe bag ): , I was superduper sad - no doubt. I bet his shoe bag was the other one~ and yes, it looks like mine. but hello! Your bag only has shoes! mine and clothes and all that nonsense [ yes, including my awesome undergarment ]. my bag would obviously be heavier! I'm thinking it's a guy that took it.

AH, CAN GO MAD JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!

Junyoung~! He's from ZE:A! I think he's ultra cute!

omg, speaking of cute guys. there's this chinese teacher in school, he wears those big kinky glasses and gosh~ he's really really cute! I love guys who wear all those overly-big glasses!
and he's the soft spoken type~ I'M IN LOVE!

no, I think I'm just insane. hahahaha.

tomorrow, having tuition in the morning. and then headed out for lit role play practice, oh gosh~

blisters, fuck you :)

2010-02-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

lately, cute kittens, Joon and Wooyoung are all trying to kill me. and I bet, they are all together in this.

there's a wonderful entry to Joon's awesome chocolate abs, and Shauna got to it before me. Well, that's fine considering I was doing pull ups until my ass felt like dropping off, and she was watching Joon's photoshoot. It's fine by me.

Gateway to Joon's awesomeness

anyway. I have no clue what happened on Sunday, I totally forgot. but anyway, yesterday was Monday and my memory isn't so bad :D

[Monday, 22nd February]
school, felt like killing a few teachers, what's new :)
after school, completely dreaded the idea of going for physical training. it's like~ I come, and if I don't do the things they ask us to do properly, I get freaking ass yelled at and not at least get credit for trying.
some ponteng-ers don't come and they don't get freaking ass yelled at. ahh~ sometimes I wonder why I try so hard. I'm not blaming anyone, I'm not trying to compare or boast, I'm just venting my anger - because this really really fucking sucks.

We did [ for the first time, in my life ], pull ups. you know? the scary bars at the basketball court that seems to intimidate me every time?
yep, those wonderful blue bars gave me sexy blisters. we did countless, and I swear - if I could have punched someone, I would have.

but now my sexy blisters aren't so red as yesterday. Went home with Deborah and Shauna, and sat beside this guy who smelled like he hasn't bathed for years. Dude, there's this new thing called SHOWERING.

[today]
thought there was d&t remedial, turns out not. Yay :D
so, this might be the last update until later of the week, sucketh. Deborah has been lately obsessed with U-kiss coming to Singapore, get a grip girl!

YOU SEE? YOU SEE? Wooyoung is soo trying to kill me.
and this LINK is for you Deborah :D

and this really made my day, hope it did for you too :D

video galore.

2010-02-20T14:29:00.004+08:00

I once had a picture galore. Now, get ready for a video galore.
Like~ omg. there's so many video teasers for the Lollipop 2, now I want it. hahaha, this is bad bad advertising!

Hyuna's cute dancer is officially mine. The one with his hair covering his face, Thanks Deb :D
he has screen time (L)!

the many reasons to laugh at SNSD~

Lollipop 2, making of the video. Darn it, the dance is ultra cute :D

the music bank that I missed :(

another teaser, zomg~

the whole song, it's cute!

another makinggg~~ :D

[Friday, 19th February]
NCC(SEA) was tragic. but the sec2 girls joined the sec1 boat. Lucky us. but me and Wan Ting were the pacer, we were told to sit in the front. it was like totally the first time.

and the sec ones are like horrible~ sorry to say. I am a new person to dragon boating and I bet I ain't that bad. they like totally don't listen to the instructor~ it's irritating. and they are totally unaware of how they paddle D: , and ergh. sadly, I just don't like them.

and yay~ my back aches really badly. it's like a trend. every saturday I'll wake up feeling like shit :D
I'm having tuition later at 5 plus, so. whee.

THERE'S TOO MANY LIKE's AND TOTALLY's, ZOMG

joon is sexy while eating kiwi :D

mum's like yeah.

2010-02-18T18:56:00.005+08:00

Hey Wooyoung, I want more of your ssanti-ness. (L)

Mir's awesomeness starts at 1min30sec plus. other than that, the girl is pretty kanasai. Sorry~

sorry didn't update yesterday, :D so I shall update for you now , marshmallowwww.

[Wednesday, 17th February]
school was hmm. Didn't get as much scolding as I thought I would but hey, THATS G-O-O-D :D
after school, headed to anchorpoint with Petrina, Vanessa, Charlene, Jin Xian and Beatrice to eat this ice thingy they keep talking about.
and hell, it was awesome! hahaha, although I didn't finish it. It's seriously too much for me, I'm still in shock that you guys finished all of it.

went to comic connection :D I found my totally awesome Wooyoung 2PM keychain, THANK YOU! :DD and yes, again~ I was tempted to buy practically everything.
then, around three - parted with Beatrice then me and Petrinakun headed back to school for the dreadful physical training.

now, I'm beginning to like pt. Since all that instructors won't be there, and it's more slack - which I LOVE. but this physical training revolved around FALLING IN AND FALLING OUT.
it's pathetic, I wanted to kill thatcertainperson-everyonehates. but I felt better after I saw, youknowwho-Iknowwho. hahahaha~ yep, I'm insane.

then headed back home, and I fell UP the steps. it's possible. and now my right leg is ~~fucking~~ pain. I'm trying to cut down on vulgarities :D

[today]
happy biased day. and my camera was ~~bitchy~~ annoying, and decided to have low battery ): , anyway. Fairfield lost today~ D:
& tomorrow there's gonna be water training :D I don't really know if I should be excited or not, ahh. Screw everything
and! I decided to take off the music, cause. It was getting to me x(

EDIT!

SeungHo is awesome :D

can you feel my heartbeat?

2010-02-17T08:19:00.000+08:00

annyounghasehyo :D
Ivy lady blocked everything but this. hahaha, so this would be my only source of entertainment. I don't know if can see my own blog.
& I'm so screwed for today, I totally forgot about my malay karangan~ how shitty is that.
anyway, I'll edit later when I reach home, or maybe not. I have ncc(sea) so that sucks ultimate shit.

booooo?

2010-02-16T22:35:00.007+08:00

HELLO MARSHMALLOWS.
I am gonna give you another photo spam because my awesome parents bought me and unnie it's green so we named it wasabi-kun hahahah:D
just one last thing, I'm so screwed for tomorrow. Anyone else screwed with me put your hands in the air ;D

holy shit head. are my eyes really that big.
okay, the uploading took almost forever, the mac is being bitchy.

♥ ♥

I am the Resistance

2010-02-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

the most epic Muse picture :D ,

hello :D I was on hiatus for a day only.
Happy belated Valentine's Day :D sadly, I only had a rose from Erica and a chocolate from Cassandra, I'm thinking it's melted in my bag now. Sheetz.

but that's alright [ omfg~ try saying that's alright in the Ris Low accent, :DDD ]
oops, going insane. hehehe.

[Sunday, 14th February]
people who are born on this day are pretty lucky. double the presents~! unfortunately, my dad is working. so went to Ochard with mumkun and unnie .
we walked around like, practically the whole of ochard looking for a place to eat, but most of the shops and restaurant were closed.
in the end, ate at this place in cathay. and then watched a movie~ Precy Jackson and the Lightning Thief!

omg, the lead actor, Percy Jackson [ duh :D ], his real name is Logan Lerman.
ahhH! he's so cute right! He looks a bit like Chase Crawford! omfg, melting :DD

he's ultra ultra cute! ahhh! going hyper alreaddyy.
the storyline of the movie is pretty lame [ it's based on a book~ ], but the graphics and special effects are totally way way way cool.

[ today ]
went to holland and makan at Thai Express. Yummilicious.
then ate at Cold Rock. Double yummilicious. then headed to the cold storage, bought a few things and now home. tomorrow, gonna do all homework.
I'm gonna be screwed on Wednesday since I left my health booklet in school and haven't gone for the medical checkup.
But I'll promise you one thing Chongster, I vow to not let you spoil my day on Wednesday, GONG XI FA CAI :)

pictures galore.

2010-02-13T19:17:00.011+08:00

woah, okay. this is the four hundredth post. that's so cool.

you know what. I should seriously change my freaking email address. it's become embarrassing.
Happy Chinese New Year everyone:D For those celebrating of course.

alright, before I spurt my anger at myself. I have finally finish uploading all that pictures I've been wanting to post :) , I wanted to put them on facebook, but I decided not to. Cause I bet it would take way way longer.
the pictures are from Multi-Ethnic Day '10, Muse '10 and the trip to Kampong Glam [ some onleh, the rest are for the project! not for stealing, heheheh ] :D and one of Sotong :)

me and Ericakun (L), thanks for the rose, Love :D

Cassandra and I, she's alive and in JC :D
my hair looks ultra weird.

me and Nadia. Sorry if I'm towering over you.

Linda (L)! I'm unglam with my shoebag, bag and pe shirt.

I forced Deb into this :D hahaha, I don't care if your hair is messy~

Shaina, Christine and Hui Min (L) , and I look tired x(

Shauna (L), why is it so far away? kekeke~

don't you love unglam shots :D

she was trying to take me, hehehe. major close up :D

Farah!~ (L)

I was kindda camera happy that day. Don't know what
Shaina's trying to do.

they are doing whaaaat?

this is just hilarious (L)

first shot :D and it's scary because all of the baju kurung's are mine.
except Farah's one of course. She has her own~

isn't this the cutest hash-brown ever made.

THEY ARE MANY OF THEM.

day before multi-ethnic. see the bitchy curtains I've been
complaining about? YES, that's them!

this is what you get when you're bored during History.

science course! this is way cool.

the solutions are pretty(L).

the green look like pee added with green tea.

MUSE'10 OMFG. but I think this should be Saosin.

Justin Shekoskin! OH gosh, his name is awesome.
He winked at my sister ;DDDD

the epicness hasn't arrived.

the crowed hasn't arrived yet either.

trust me, everything was full by the time it started.

sound check(L)!

anxious crazies.

in the line. you can actually see the door!

the fucking awesome merchandise that we didn't get x(

Kampong Glam :D, the graffiti is to die for!

unglam Norman and pissed Natasha :D

Isn't Sotong just too cute.

this was taken today. it's in school.
can you guess what's wrong with that?

I would love to elaborate what happened today, but it might get me detention if I'm unlucky. Let's just hope I was ninja enough for the security cameras not to catch me, please. I might get expelled even, now thinking about it. hahaha.

well. let's just say my luck is really bad. but anyway, overall. today's a good day. I've had worse anyway~ watched Bleach episodes again. I recorded them, hahaha. Reliving the good memories.
there are still tons other Muse pictures but they're all in the camera. the uploading of that might take awhile~~

like there's no tomorrow.

2010-02-12T17:05:00.003+08:00

GD's going through a hard time now, stay strong Oppa :)

gah. Missed three days. I guess it's time to blab about how much my head hurts.

[Wednesday, 10th February]
Saengil chukah hamida Siwon! Super Junior = 13 forever and always!
Happy Birthday Carrine darling :D!
God knows how long we've known each other and I pray that it will stay the same as always. You've always been there for me and you must remember that I'll always be here for you. Hope you loved my customized shirt. it's awesome right~

what does Wednesday usually say - physical training . and of course, it's what I hate most. but had to do the decorations for multi-ethnic so the nccsea-ians went late.
the curtains are seriously frustrating. and as always, Miss Chong is no help at all. I've been fucking stressed and she's not helping at all. Thanks again :D

the curtains are bitchy, I swear. They just don't want to stay up. In the end, they came down anyway - so. Left for physical training [ attendance is also important ], the three instructors weren't there but the trolley guy. kindda of a good thing, it was a bit slack.

to me it was slack. but hey, I was still about to die.

[Thursday, 11th February]
Happy Birthday Aiman :)
Happy Birthday Jaime Lee :)
Saengil chukah hamida Chansung Oppa! 2PM = 7 forever and always!

ah. tired y'know. morning run was complete shit. I have officially never hated any other teacher more than I do towards Francis. He's from hell.
trust me, I was soo looking forward to going home early, get homework done early and sleep early. all that early ended early ): , had to finish decorating the class since the curtains were bitchy. finally found an efficient way to put it up. again, no thanks to chongster.

Farah left earlier, leaving the rest of us to re-arrange the tables and all that nonsense.
waited for Erica, Shauna and Deb at the foyer, then we went opposite to wait for Erica to finish. Couldn't feel my legs. They haven't hurt in months, so why are they hurting again now?

[today]
happy multi-ethnic day everyone. came to school, it was a complete rush. Had to change into my awesome pink baju kurung. and yes, I wore. In the name of class spirit.

and let me tell you, I was completely unprepared for the presentation. I was counting how many um-s I said and I lost count.
Petrina ):, why didn't you help us say anything aye. I was about to faint ):

after the presentation, totally lost my mood. I realized I was working so hard for nothing. Complete shitty nothing. All I get recognized for is how stressed I am, not how much I've done. Thanks for the cow, but yet - it didn't help with the presentation or to loosen my burden didn't it.
it's like people don't see my working my ass off, and when the results come - they see nothing and I hear insults. Tell me how am I not to cry every single night thinking about who I've disappointed?

really. I was on the verge of breaking, until I can't be repaired. this feeling is shit.

I took lots of pictures, and other pictures too. I've been wanting to post them but I keep forgetting ):

http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/2666686.html#cutid1 , I'm lazy to make it into a link. but it's MBLAQ, so I must put it here.

double-u to the gee.

2010-02-09T18:26:00.008+08:00

So I heard a certain beeyatch want to steal
my awesomesexy Joonie away from me. Step aside, girl.

hahaha, and I'm dead serious :D
don't even try and take Key either, me and Danielle will fight this vicious war against, weknowwho till the very end.

Saengil chukah hamida Chinaman-Hangeng! I'll forever and always be with you and Super Junior!

Sorry didn't post yesterday, I was really tired.

[Monday, 8th February]
I'm officially addicted to Tired of Waiting - 2PM!
school, what need I say about it?
after school, wasn't really planning on going for physical training. I was still sick for heaven's sake. Miss Raj saw me and she smacked my forehead after I told her I had a fever. THANKS MISS RAJ :D

I then had a mild headache D:, hahaha. but anyway. Went around with Petrina and Jemima to decorate the back of the class for Multi-Ethic nonsense. in the end, the wind blew it down, so. Hard work for nothing.
I swear, all our nccsea trainers saw me and Petrina, it was embarrassing. but .. YEAH. it was embarrassing. Stupid trolley guy.
and-and-and, I realize Petrina gets more excited with she sees Iknowwho,youknowwho rather than me. CHEEKYCHEEKY!

left school around 5.30ish. Practically played hide and seek with the trainers. but whatever, there was a valid excuse! at least it was valid to us :D

[today]
f_ck school, hope it never comes back!

Lollipop2 is really PRETTY I like it! Although, I doubt there's gonna be a black for this.
after all the nonsense, followed Farah to take her spelling test after school. Stayed, Shauna & Deborah came, and we complained about that certain beeyatch. then headed to my hommie :D

watched Music Bank and laughed at Friday, Saturday & Sunday hahahaha.
and I plan on studying all the way until I die, after this post.
Please do pray for my health :D heheheh, and I will pray for yours! (L)

Happy for my Kwonnie, and - did it hurt, Joon? :D hahaha.

Idol Army, 6th! SUBBED

it's 1.59, waiting for you Jay~

2010-02-07T21:39:00.005+08:00

Joon~ did the "palgeya" imitation. probably one of the worst in Korean history. anyway~
Happy Birthday my awesome honey abs Oppa :D~Joon & MBLAQ hwaiting yo :D
[ warning, video contains lots of abs, eyes might water - this side affects are normal :D ] and how ~~I wish I could be the one wiping his sweat :D~~ I take it back, I give him a drink :D, yep~ that's good.
but I have to admit, Seungho's dance at the ending was awesome, could be even better than Joon's face, not abs. Face.

today, went to somerset 313. there's like three forever 21 shops, epic.
ate at this place called saycheesecake, the name is cute I swear. it was expensive ): but my codfish was nice~~ ^^
spent like a really long time at HMV, bought Paranormal Activity and..
1.59PM! I have Wooyoung in my hands! :DD

I wanted to buy Heartbreaker cd, and 4minute. Okay, I admit, I wanted to buy everything there. but, I'm happy with my choice. & I'm still sick, by the way.
I doubt I'll be any better tomorrow, might have to excuse from physical training, I'm excited about skipping, but not too excited.

I haven't finished my malay karangan, it's giving me a headache, really. I just want to tear everything up and throw it away. I haven't done my lit, or math homework either. and hardly studied for math retest or history,
this week, I'm so screwed.

sorry, my 2AM beasts will make me cry more than my MBLAQ honey's.

tired of waiting.

2010-02-06T14:01:00.004+08:00

annyoung~
I know I haven't been posting in like four days. & I'm seriously drained. I can't feel my legs, arms - everything! and I'm freaking ass sick.

so, bare with the wordy post ): but like I always start posting is LINKS :D

MBLAQ & Rain on a mag, again~ Joon is killing me slowly.
Big Bang more BSX! (L)
Seoul Music Awards, lots of Taecyeon shirtless :)
2AM photoshoot!
Yunho Elle Mag! died at the first pic, sorry
GUESS WHO! I shan't give it away

[Wednesday, 3rd February - Hello MUSE]
happy belated birthday, Kyuhyun (L)
skipped ncc(sea). I still haven't given an excuse letter, I'm freaking lazy too.
the whole day at school I couldn't stop thinking about one thing. MUSE!

afterschool, ran out of school. Felt like a nerd cause I'm going home so early. but it's worth it.
took a cab home. changed into my awesome custom made Muse shirt :D then took bus to buy lunch at burger king then cabbed to Singapore Indoor Stadium.

I swear, the taxi driver is a dick head. reached there, ate with sister and some one of her schoolmate. then headed to the queue.
YAY~ omfgosh, we were so damn front :D I love it to the maxxxx.

waited for like ever, queued up for the merchandise but there was no time - friends told us that the door was opening soon so we literaly ran back to the line. waited forever again, then we went in.
I swear, my heart was pumping. there was a lot of waiting involved ):

SAOSIN - rocked my fucking ass off. they are so awesome! and the guitarist with the long blonde hair standing on our side is hawt! & he waved at my sister, oh gosh!
freaking long break~
RISE AGAINST - I wanted to die. their singing was bad ): didn't really enjoy them.
[ still being continuously pushed around, stepped on :D ]
MUSE - could I say anymore? I really, really. felt like dying. But hey, I'm still alive and I am living to tell Muse's fucking awesome performance.

reached home at like, one a.m plus. ate maggie and slept at 2am, almost 3. soo, I really had only 2 hours of sleep and had a science test the next day, YAY ME :D

[Thursday, 4th February]
I was a zombie. Even Mr. Loh said I looked drained. Because I was. & I was hungry.
the science test was pretty okay, I seriously hope I pass this one, considering I've only passed my history so far in this term - suckish.

felt a little better after school. but still had the draggy science course - it turns out to be interesting but yet, SUPER DUPER DUPER boring, I can't take it.
after that, ate at Macs for awhile with Shauna & Deborah, laughed like no tomorrow (L).

[Friday, 5th February]
ah, I hated school today. I was more tired than on Thursday. & does that make sense?

after school, walked the usuals and Huimin to the bus stop. [ hoped it turned out alright, if you know what I mean ] then headed back to school and ate with the nccsea crew.

I wanted to kill every single of our instructors, I don't care how cute/hawt they are. I just want to kill them at the end of the day. It would make my life happier, at least. Anyone with me?
so we did a little of physical training which as always, I hate. did pumping, crutches and the down-up-down-up thing.
on the way to kallang, it was raining like shit. I thought it was a good sign, y'know. get to slack for awhile before we start dragon boating.

I WAS WRONG. Instead, we had physical training in the fucking rain. We ran, did push-ups and all that nonsense IN THE RAIN. This explains why I am sick, YOU HEAR ME?

it was raining lesser by the time we finished pt, my shirt felt like it was being rolled around on the floor for days. & of course, all of us smelled like we haven't bathed in weeks.
went for dragon boating, my arms felt like they were gonna come off any second. but still, enjoyed it no matter how hard it was.

decided to change & bathe in school since the toilet was packed with sec ones. [ and the guy's toilet packed with sooo many shirtless guys =/ ], slept in the bus on the way back to school.
waited for them to finish bathing and I was the last one out, hahaha :D
had fun with my deodorant spray and it went in Charlene's mouth, eew.

at least I got to see, I know who, you know who . it was awesome, every aches I had faded away. hahahahh! WHATEVER.

left school almost 8, ahhh. only one word, tired.

[ today ]
good news, tuition was cancelled. Crystel's sick and I'm sick so~
isn't as wordy as I expected, lacks pictures sooo..

Joon's smile will always make my day :D

p.s/ Happy belated Birthday, Kyuhyun!

hey, matt bell :D

2010-02-02T19:05:00.004+08:00

Omona! Heechul! I love it when your hair is short! Makes you look more~
manly :) , by the way, the hair really reminds me off Hangeng ):

annyoung marshmallows.
Joon is gonna be on Dream Team, omfg~ I'm EXCITED.

but before I start anything, there TONS TONS of links I wanna post here. Mostly filled with pictures, 2PM [ wooyoung is making my heart beat faster, btw ] , 2AM and Big Bang. There's some videos of the Big Show too! ahhh, I've never been so excited in a while.

LINKS :D, warning - some huge ass pictures.
Big Bang, BSX shoot
Jo Kwon & Nickhun hugging saga
2PM in Thailand, Wooyoung & Junsu = too much makeup
2PM at LG Entertainer event, OMG. I want Wooyoung's shirt!
Big Bang, shoot + fancam of Big Show! OMG!

loads right, oh gosh.

[Monday, 1st February]
Farahkun didn't come ): Lonelylonely.
english, went to ITR2, had the spelling game thingy, cheated~
Music, realized that I didn't bring headphones, borrowed from Shauna & Hui Min.
break, science.malay [ horrible shit. ]. math. lit - omg, I am so suay. Without fail, Mdm Chong will surely call my name, and of course. I don't do the work, OMGEE.

orca & class contact. talked about the competitions on decorating the classroom nonsense~

after school, met up with Shauna and Deborah for a while then headed back to class for science remedial. it's stupid, really. they make it look like as if idiots could teach, I wanted to die.

then had physical training. my ultimate worst nightmare ): , we did 2.4km run, then did push-ups like no tomorrow, I was shaking~ no kidding.
then blah, blah blah. the NP guy asked if we wanted to run some more or do push-ups, we chose run at first, BUT TO HELL WITH THE GUY WHO CHOSE RUNNING, YOU IDIOT.

did more push-ups ): , then he asked us to split up and asked us to choose between shuttle running or push-ups. I swear, my arms couldn't take it no more. So did running with Joey & Richelle. Kindda regretted, but what the heck anyway.

[today]
OH MY MATHER FARKING GOSH. IT'S ONE DAY AWAY FROM MUSE.

I swear, in class I was thinking about Muse the whole day.
assembly.english.break.freeperiods.math.science.history.orca.d&t.
after school, had the science course. thought it was gonna be a blow off, but in the end - it was kindda interesting, OMG~ I'm lame :D

aww, Mir is sooo pretty. HAHAHHAHA. I shouldn't say that about a guy.
okay, hey MIR oppa! You make a super hot guy and really sexy girl :D

do it, do it - CHU~

2010-01-31T20:44:00.002+08:00

SHINee was breathing the same air as me!

hahaha, I overreact even though it's just air :D
and by the sounds of deborah's complains, I am kindda relieved that I didn't go.

anyway. today, woke up and my grandma [ dad's mum ], was home. talked, personal family stuff. Bought breakfast for crew with sister.

slacked at home for a while then headed out to the clementi chicken rice for lunch. I ate like really quickly :/ , I must have been hungry [ ahh, duh. ]
then cab-ed to bukit timah to buy buttons, saw like seriously awesome stuff. & bought stickers! I'm a serious sucker for cute stickers D:

hanged at al-ameen or however you spell it. then took 985 home, & I've done most of my homework, the rest~ uh. English, not sure how to do some. and history, ah. who gives a damn about it anymore.

Ms Yan is so fucking getting on my nerves. my impersonation of her is solid 8D

ah~, there's gonna be [ compulsory ] science remedial tomorrow & physical training D: more of Miss Chong DDD:

step by me!

2010-01-30T13:04:00.002+08:00

this kid never fails to make my day.

OMONA , I'm still tired as hell but I can't go back to sleep once I've woken up. so, GOOD AFTERNOON :D

I'm gonna, um. Tell you about yesterday ah~
p.s/ currently listening to f(x)'s Chu~ album! and I'm falling in love with the other two songs! & Sorry Deb, for not returning it yesterday. Promise, Monday, it'll come back.

[Friday, 29th January]
fuck, the days are like passing by so fast! and can't even imagine it.
school, d&t. break. history.science.lit. y'know, Miss Yan is getting on my nerves. all she do is give us worksheet after worksheet and never once has she like teach us properly. seriously, we're self learning.
science, again we were treated like fools. and literature, had the presentations. Farah told me, I was softer than usual. REALLY? hahaha, must be because I was dead tired and gonna dread nccsea.

after school, followed the usuals opposite then headed back to school. met with Beatrice and Vanessa then sat with Petrina and some others until nccsea started. ahhh, I was looking forward to dragon boating.
but unfortunately, we did kayaking. & because of me being absent for most of last year, I like. Don't really know how to kayak, I had to share a double boat with Mrs Oh~
pretty awkward, but I hell loved it.

to PETRINA~ ahh, you almost made me cry by seeing you cry. I don't know how else to encourage you to capsize, but - I seriously want you to do it so you can get over this fear! I will forever promise you, it'll be alright y'know.

it felt like forever, but actually it wasn't. while we were kayaking, the seniors were on the dragon boat and I caught a glimpse of youknowwho-Iknowwho . ahahaha~ I'MAFREAK.
then headed back to shore. I swear~ I was so freaking HUNGRY.

when we reached school, Mrs Oh realized she doesn't have the key to the room which had all our bags. then we decided to play captains ball. because of my lovely blister [ from the sandals ): ] , I played barefooted. hahaha. it was completely hell fun. Laugh like complete madness, it was damn awesome, serious.

left school at like 7.30PM, not wonderful. took mrt home. Mumsy(L) was already home :D, had pizza hut for dinner and I gained back the weight I loss :D

[ today ]
well. good news, Shauna's able to go for the fan meeting tomorrow. awesome much~, and I'll probably be catching up on rest and doing homework :D
hope you people take many pictures of Key and Onew for me on Sunday!~

trolley.

2010-01-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

I see pimples on Wooyoung, I ain't alone :D
hahahha.

ANNYOUNGHASEYO! I'm finally free :D
I didn't got for nccsea yesterday but I went with Petrina and others~ to collect newspapers. and I'm betting that it was as bad as physical training. Loads of things happened, and I feel like telling every single detail :o

Caution: 2PM's hotness may kill, click here if you want to melt :D hahaha, wooyoung is freaking cute~

there's tons of pictures there, the cameraman/woman must love 2PM :D
by the way, I have f(x) CHU~ cd! thanks millions deborah (L), muahahhaa.

[Wednesday, 27th January]
CCITP in the morning is like my absolute favourite, although I freaking hate flash. I totally went high because I did my own way for the overlapping circles things, don't tell anyone Farah :D hhahaha.
then was history, practically copied tons of corrections for the History test. I'm still wondering if I got a 12 and a half, or just 12 ):

breaaak. English. Math. PE - had the fucking beep test. I stopped at 6 or the 7th level. I wanted to go on, but I thought I better save the muscle ache for nccsea. then mother tongue. We had a test, which I fucking didn't study for.

after school, my mood was already sour just thinking of the physical training we had. But when I went back to class, Petrina told me she ain't going but they were collecting newspapers. I happily agreed :D hahahahhaha.
followed them to makan and all that nonsense, gossiped about people :D [ it's what we do best ].
wanted to look for Mrs Oh, but she wasn't in.

placed our bags at the foyer then headed to dover. to make things shorter, we collected like shit. had to call Mr Loh to help us transport some of the newspapers back. and we even had to borrow those trolleys to bring it back to school. We loss face cause we dropped some on the road, embarrassing much.

was already freaking tired. & we still had to carry it to the forth level ): but luckily, nccsea guys are nice so some of them helped carry the newspapers up. THANK YOU TRUCK LOADS :D

and after all that nonsense, played with the trolley like no tomorrow. run here run there, complete madness, it was awesome

had like EYE CANDY throughout the whole day, the three instructors, the one in my dream, the dimple and Irwin's brother shhh, I seriously hope from the bottom of my heart, no one from nccsea reads my blog. hahaha.

when we went to return the trolleys, one of the trainers for SP, the small small guy, and the other sec 4 guy totally broke the trolley and didn't tell us, was quite pissed~ but now I'm over it, but you still should have told us - DUDE.

went home, everywhere aching, seriously.

[today]
had morning run, well. it's now turning into morning walk. our principle, not a help at all. had to run whenever he was around. I think he has a crush on shauna . hahahaha, joking ah~ don't take things so seriously :D

then to hide from him, me and Shauna hid behind the tree and waited for Deborah the the rest, hilarious. after that was Lit, had the presentations. Sat with Jasmine (L).
break.science. MATH - we received back our test papers, uh. I failed by 2 marks. I'm looking forward to remedial since it's kindda of an excuse to come later for nccsea :D
malay, got back our test results too.
I almost cried. Never once, never have I passed a single malay test. I fucking wanted to die right then and there.

english, got back the information report - finally~ better results. I would have killed myself I swear then was life skills.

I was called out because Miss Chong thought I was laughing for no reason. You're the reason, I'm sorry.

FOREIGN LANGUAGE hilarious shit. when she left, Mr Loh asked me what I was laughing about, but I dare not say~ he still might tell her. hahahhaa.
end school :D, met with Erica then we headed to Shauna's class to help her with d&t drawings. which reminds me I should finish up mine today D:

tomorrow, there's gonna be water training, I guess & HOPE.
uh, this has been real wordy so -

mum, we are taking this baby home right?
but~ is it even legal for a baby to be this fucking cute? D:

uh uh uh change.

2010-01-26T19:42:00.004+08:00

hello m :D

had the learning journey trip to kampong glam. it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but the weather was unbearable as usual. took like tons of pictures, some were with Farah and Jasmine [ very rare:D hahaha ] and the others are for the project coming up.

to start of, seriously I feel really bad for all those I know who are taking the kayaking course. ahhh~ I really will pray for you all to not worry too much and of course for your safety, :)

oh, I will upload some pictures here once I have the time, which I am betting will be either saturday.

so~ talk to you laterrr.

EDIT.
saengil chukah hamida Jaejoong Oppa! I want the old DBSK back with Yunho and practically everyone else, DBSK hwaiting :D

i hate you - 2pm

2010-01-25T19:05:00.004+08:00

marshmallows! this is like the three-hundred-and-ninety-post!
saengil chukah hamidah Junho Oppa! 2PM=7!

oh my freaking gosh, that's so freaking ancient.
before I start anything, link for Star Golden Bell with my awesome Joonie~ ahh, I'm going high.

today school, as usual - utterly horrible. Got to see Shauna's new lollipop, now makes me wanna have the ice cream phone, hahaha. anyway, so now when I call her~ Joon's name lights up outside. so it seems like Joon~'s calling Shauna.

OKAY JOON~ IS SUPPOSE TO BE MINE :D

hahaha, crazy mad fangirl taking over. luckily, there was no physical training, I've been blessed. Tomorrow there's gonna be a history field trip thingy, oh please~ Farah, you must come.

ahh~ Hongki looks so freaking hot here! the picture beside is cn blue, it came together. & I seriously wanted to post Hongki's picture here cause I melted. hahaha.

just read a sadsad news about Super Junior, Hangeng, Kibum & Kangin missing. ahh, even if they do come to Singapore - tears would be wasted more than money

bling bling.

2010-01-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

nareul ttara change ♥

happy Sunday marshmallows :D
went to Holland today with familykun
ate at this place called Pho Hao, they played Rainism and I don't Care! wheeee.

hahaha. I don't wanna post much, cause the past few days I've been so draggy, hahaha.
anyway, there's school and nccsea. wish me luck ):

worst week yet.

2010-01-23T12:58:00.003+08:00

oh my freaking gosh, marshmallows.
I've haven't updated for like four days and now I feel so weird blogging D:

okay. whatever :D the following is gonna be wordy. & Omona is under maintenance! I've haven't read any k-pop news for like four days ): I'm uber sad. & since I'm totally hating the new allkpop layout, I don't feel like reading any news, unless it involves Joon, or any other of my Korean eye candy :D

Hey Joon~, why do you look like you've got something stuck up your ass?

hahaha, but no matter what. You're still uncontrollably hawt :)

Congratulations Shauna Mun 8D your patience has been paid off and you finally have your Lollipop :D Lolli Lolli, oh Lolli Lollipop :D

hahaha.
[Wednesday, 20th January]
CCITP then the absolutely horrible History test. I swear, even if I had studied like a few more days before - I still wouldn't have passed ): ah, I hate this. First History test and I have a bad gut feeling I'm gonna fail this.
Recess. English - had the personal recount thing. I wrote about the time I gave Mun & Wee the Christmas presents. hahaha, I'm utterly lame~ I know. Math. Pe, oh geez. it's freaking ass horrible. did the same as last week, improved by 4 points, glad but sore all over.

mother tongue. three periods, now - I really can't stand mother tongue. I wish there wasn't any, it's totally ripping me apart to know that I seriously-can't-be-helped-suck at malay.

after school, had physical training. I was praying for it to rain - but it didn't. It was the total opposite of rain, HOT LIKE SHIT OKAY. Then I prayed for it to be less tiring than Monday. it was the total opposite again
what luck I have ):

the coaches, were cute but I totally hate them. [ I had a dream about one of them, and I'm too ashamed to say it D: ]
we did like MILES and MILES of running here and there. Tons of pushes up here and there until I had blisters the next day. [ but they're all healed now :) ]

we even did push ups on the field. Every time we didn't run in line, he'd make us do push ups. and then we ended up holding hands and running - it worked~ for a while. [ but it's kindda cute, like imagine like what? more then twenty of us holding hands in a straight line and running.]

but, too bad I didn't get to hold hands with youknowwho, Iknowwho HAHAHAHAH! I'M SUCH A FREAK.

what seemed like a forever pt finally ended, sick and tired to the bone. and what's best that there was gonna be morning run the next day ):
when I talked to Miss Liza and complained about morning run tomorrow, I felt like crying. & I ended up crying on the bus home, ):

[Thursday, 21st January]
horrible, horrible aches and blisters.
Morning run, seriously didn't want to run. but because of Lovely Francis, I was forced too. then had litreature. Suay, Mdm Chong called my name and had to stand up because I didn't do my work, ahh - whatever freak.

which reminds me, that I so have to start reading Mockingbird ):

recess-science-math-malay-english-lifeskilss.

Miss Chong wanted me to do the last minute class notice board decorations. Fuck, I was super looking forward to going home, sleeping until mum comes home and like EVERYTHING. But & this super fucking fucking spoiled my day.

I stayed back until SIX, never felt so tired - had a glitter fight with 2C but that was alright :D considering it was so my idea. then thanks to the wonderful Irwin Tan, I had the most horrible day of my fucking entire life.

but in the end, the decorations turns out to be nicer than I thought they'd be, & fuck anybody who thinks it's plain.

[Friday, 22nd January]
THANKS MISS CHONG, YELLING TO US THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. NO THANK YOU, NO NOTHING, JUST YELLING. DID YOU SEE MY VERY NICE EYE BAGS? DID YOU SEE THE SOUR LOOK ON MY FACE? IF I HAD A KNIFE, I SWEAR I WOULD HAVE KILLED YOU.

d&t, no mood. recess, continued the doing a bit of the board then vented my anger on Benedict and Kelmen, the two most hated on my list and the I-want-to-punch-so-badly-people.
history, crapped a lot with Farah (L) and as always, joked about Mr Loh.
Science, again~ we were treated like kids :)
& Lit, ah. how much I want to kill all the Chong teachers.

after school, I was kindda looking forward to dragon boating since it's kindda of my new love :D haha. but in the end, we just walked here, walked there - they took our attendance and DISMISSED US AT 3+
nice, real nice.
so went opposite with Petrina, Wan Ting, Charlene & Vanessa. and I found out that Vanessa is afraid of Minors, you know, those common birds you see everyday? YES.

we slacked there for like quite long then Wan Ting and Petrina followed me back to school to take my math books. asked Mr Tan a few questions then headed back home.
disappointing): because didn't get to do ANYTHING, but my eyes were completely happy looking at YOUALLSHOULDKNOWWHO

[today]
have tuition, and I pray that all the other sec2's having the kayaking coarse right now is alright, amen!
I'll most likely update later, see you:)

everything isn't as perfect as it seems. us slowly drifting away isn't what I asked for

stickers.

2010-01-19T16:38:00.003+08:00

hope Kwon Oppa made your day :D hahaha, he sure did for me~

annyoung marshmallows. I promised yesterday to post more about yesterday, so prepare for wordy-wordy nonsense. but what really surprised me this morning is that my body wasn't aching as bad, HAHAHAHHA. Good luck to the others who didn't attend Monday's fucking PT :D

[Monday, 18th January]
felt sickly, but quickly got over it, damn . school~ Music was best because secretly, I'm in love with the music I made, hahahaha. I'm an egoistic asshole :D then recess, blah. blah.

science.mothertongue.math.literature. all so darn horrible. Miss Chong, sorry. but you're making me hate science. & it used to be my favourite subject. USED TO Mother Tongue, ahhh. There's nothing new anymore, Cikgu ~
Orca, blah.

OHYEAH, omg. I thought I didn't bring my locker key, but when I went home, I realized that it was in the other pocket - I wanted to kill myself, please join me next time :D
then after that was fairsian connect. & I seriously, from the bottom of my heart, don't like Mr Ng ):

AFTERSCHOOL. hanged with shauna, erica, deborah for a while at the foyer then went seperate ways, and sat with Wan ting for a while then cca started. & I was more than delighted to see AHEM-HEM. did stretching-s and they showed us what we were gonna do today. I cried softly for my mummy ):
horrible to the core. first round around the school, I thought I wasn't gonna make it alive. second round around the school, followed Wan ting to the toilet, they waited .___. then continued, like seriously~ non stop. HATE IT. then, halfway through, I saw the light if you know what I mean. AH, who am I kidding? Most people who read my freaking blog would know who I'm referring to & yes, I'm the freak :D

then, when we ended, I swear~ I was smiling to myself like a complete idiot. did dips, the up-and-down-the-edge-thing and lift-your-leg-in-the-air for like billions of times.
~~but overall, it was - not as bad as I thought.~~
okay, who am I trying to kid? it was horrible.
& thank you Deborah, for being happy for me. muahhaha.

waited for deb, shauna, & erica and then headed home together with my legs feeling like jelly.
[ I could use some jelly now ]

[today]
assembly, my hate level went up for a certain favourite teacher. then had that english test that we all dread. break, headed down to canteen with Farah then met Nadia at learn@fairfield. slacked there for a good three periods.
math.science.history~ oh gosh, I thought Mr Poh would be better than Miss Chong [ she wasn't there by the way ], but in the end - he's equally ..~
ah, I feel so bad. Like I'm complaining over and over again, sorry .__.

Orca, this Doctor person asked us to go to the library, enjoyed wonderful air-con then headed back to class for d&t.

the usuals had to stay back, leaving me to go home by myself ): but, heheh. tomorrow there's nccsea. & I will keep to my resolution, for two reasons. One, because I have to & two, because youknowwho

HAHAHAHAHAH.

hey Oppa, could you show the front? :D
hahaha, actually. I do have a picture of the front view, but. it's not on this laptop~

best day - yet.

2010-01-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

happy physical training, marshmallows.

I. fucking. hate. physical. training.

although, YOUKNOWWHO-EYECANDYONE talked to me. Oh~ I'm such a freak.

well, school. was, tiring. NCCSea made it worse. Although, I'm in love with the running part. Oh my gosh, I'm a freakilicious freak. hahahahha.
anyway, if you don't know who I'm talking about, well. It's best that you don't.

Sorry marshmallow, I'm freaking lazy to blog. Tomorrow, going home early, so. Maybe I'll update more tomorrow:D
annyoung (L)

sour.

2010-01-17T18:28:00.002+08:00

what up marshmallow.

ergh. I feel horrible. not only because my whole body is still aching, but. I feel like - real horrible all round. sheesh, if I only knew why.

suppose to have tuition yesterday, but it got canceled, thank God . Monday, I'm gonna have NCCSea, well. It's just physical training. fuck it.
I just feel, really sour right now - I hate this.

I didn't get to say this yesterday so,
Saengil chukah hamida Junsu Oppa!

& today (:
saengil chukah hamida Kangin Oppa, can't wait to see you being happy once more with Super Junior :) SJ = 13 2PM = 7 :D

sore.

2010-01-16T13:56:00.002+08:00

annyoung marshmallows :)

first of, super duper sorry for the lagging of post. been really tired - and practically busy with shitty stuff like schoolwork and all that kind of nonsense.

but I'm back to blogging :D to make up for the lag of posts, this is gonna be a long one :D I hope it would .__.

[14th January, Thursday ]
had the first ever morning run of 2010. Horrible shit. and the day before already had aches, and sores. this added to the shit ):
then was literature. I really don't like all the Chong teachers, and really~ no offense to all those surnames with Chong, I'm just naturally biased. afterward, had break. then the usual lessons. Science, went to the lab - received millions of homework, thanks -.- then math, homework as usual. Mother Tongue, nagging, tons of talking [ not from us, from Cikgu ] + homework, this is so fucking wonderful :D then english, had tons of homework too.

then finally life skills. did the role play thingy, danced Sorry Sorry :D, I are freaking awesome. hahahha.
after school, stayed with Sharmin for science project, I hate saying this but it was seriously epic fail . No doubt about it. Laughed like there was no tomorrow (L) and all that sort we usually do.
and of course, gossiped. hahahaha, it's what us girls do~

anyway, my bag was unusually heavy, must be all that homework ):

[15th January, Friday]
my first nccsea training :) and I'm proud of myself for going.
but lemme blab about school before I complain about nccsea. well~ sorta.

d&t, Miss Tan scolded us for not giving the project. but, it's partly our fault for forgetting, but that's what you get when you don't have a handbook. [ well, we have one now. ]
break, chiong science homework, and sadly, the other d&t half didn't get any recess because of the really blur teacher.

history, crapped around with Farah for the slides, and naturally made fun of Mr Loh, :D hahaha.
Science, we were treated like kids yet again. I think even Mr Poh wants to sleep. & come on, it's not like the first time we're in the lab - sheesh.
Lit, I thought it was suppose to be presentation day. Thank God it wasn't.

NCC(SEAAA), had physical training for like 1h 30 minutes? stress to the core.
but the best part, MYEYECANDY, I KNOW WHO joined us. it totally made my day :D freaking ass wonderful. & Petrina, please don't say his name so loudly :D ahaha.

PT was hardcore, maybe because my muscles were like begging to stop.
then, headed on the bus and off to Kallang to dragon boat for the first time in my life :D hahah, saw a lot of shirtless guys [ I loike ], hahaha. Shauna, be jealous.
& I'm not bragging or anything, but I thought I did pretty good since it was seriously my first time.

Reached school at almost seven. Talked to Mrs Oh about the one-two star thing then headed off. ahh~ my eyes were happy the whole day :D

[today]
everywhere is aching, sore to the bone. Wonder when it will go away.
I wanna join sister and tons other Muse crazies at Bugis for that jamming. but I don't think my body can take it. and either can my brain cause I'm gonna be doing homework till I die.
please~ wish me luck :)